27-10-11(21:46:53)
I am searching for who I am. Is the spirit within me one who is wise? Can I trust her voice and urging? God knows. He really knows. As I contemplate what to do next, I feel a gentle whisper to be at peace–to trust the Spirit within me. Which path to take? I will [..more..]
24-10-11(8:30:34)
Your eyes, deep as the ocean. Your eyes, bright as sea green foam. Your eyes, drawing me near. Your eyes, like a spell on my soul. Your eyes, taunting me so. Your hair, in its long sun-shined strands. Your hair, perfect. Your hair, the way it glided when you move. Your hair, in its glorious [..more..]
23-09-11(1:41:42)
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t always promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and [..more..]
11-09-11(7:46:21)
I have so much in my head. That has been left unsaid. Things that nobody knows and I becareful not to let it show. I wish I could just scream at the top of my lungs. And sing the song that is unsung. The song of my life and the tragedy that my life has [..more..]
13-08-11(23:29:49)
I just…I don’t know anymore. Life is so difficult. I want to end it so bad. Who would care? Only a hand full of people, that’s who. Not really anyone would care. I’d be old news in a few days. That’s what I feel like right now. There is no purpose in life for me. [..more..]
11-08-11(9:59:30)
I kind of dont feel real anymore … i feel like one night i’ll go to sleep and then ill just wake up and a new life will be waiting for me. But isnt that Death? Will i just move on and my soul will pass to another body? what i dont understand is that [..more..]
26-07-11(6:56:06)
I’ve got something to tell you that I just can’t say So I’m writing it down in case maybe someday Our lives take a turn down a road We can’t see right now I know you’re happy and I’m happy for you But since you found each other I’ve been so confused Cause I believe [..more..]
why you feel your soul so empty just having your lover in the same bed with you????? Why the time stole love.
I am happy I had those awful breakups in the past, even though they hurt SO MUCH at the time. I realize now that they all led me to HER 🙂 If I hadn’t had the breakups, I would still be tied up with girls who are not right for me, and would never have [..more..]
Here I lay Confined to my bed The ringing I still hear From shots that I fled I close my eyes the visions so clear Of those trenches, my home For all those tragic years The ppl by my side are sons and fathers or brothers Have something to live for Something to help them [..more..]