Posted by Anonymous on 2011/12/04 under Uncategorized I dream of my kids dying. every night. i dream of them being paralyzed. i can’t even think of them knowing s*** i did before. i die a bit every day thinking of how unworthy i am to have them. I cry every night knowing that my kids will die and i will have to bury them. I know in my soul it will happen because i do not deserve to have them.