My S***
Now let me get back to what reality is right now for me. I am just stupid! But I HATE when people do honestly think that i am stupid. I mean its ok for me to say i am stupid but for you NO! Common sense people. I don’t want to tell my friends anything [..more..]
This is life
I feel like i’ve learned so much about life in so short time. And yet i feel all of it is useless? Every second in life is worth gold, i understand that, i definitely agree. But how can you possibly think about that when your sad in depression or whatever? When you’re really sad there [..more..]
I wish
Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and redo everything. Girl you were my entire world, without you I was/ am completely lost. I hurt you more than any man could bare to live through I will be sorry until the day I die. I wish you had the courage to take me [..more..]
MOVING ON
IS THE SECOND NIGHT WITHOUT HIM…I LEFT HIS HOUSE HE WAS ABUSING ME FOR A LONG TIME AND I JUST HADE ENOUGH. THE FIRST NIGHT WAS SO DIFFICULT COULDNT SLEEP CUZ I WAS PICTURING HIM NOT CARING ABOUT WHAT HE HAVE DONE AND NOT REALISING THAT HE HAS A PROBLEM.THE TRUTH IS THAT I CARE [..more..]
do you ever wonder?
Do you ever have that feeling like you’re like is completely out of control and you have no idea where your life is heading? Do you ever just think to yourself, who am I? What am I even doing? I feel like that every second of every day. I honestly don’t have any words to [..more..]
f***s***
I destroyed my sax then gave it away . It was one of my favourite things , like the song and now I need it and could still have it if i had thought about what i was doing logically for a mosquitos fanny of a second . Im feeling like im an idiot and [..more..]
You’re strong enough!<3
Sometimes you just feel alone sad,depressed,angry as if nobody can help you or nobody cares. You just want to give up so much by either doing something stupid that you’ll later on regret or just taking your life away in a second. Let me tell you something. Life may seem to be going terrible for [..more..]
I don’t need no ‘prince’
My friends are starting to get relationships and such. They tell me that i need a boyfriend and i should get one. That it’s “wonderful” “a feeling you can’t explain” Well sorry but i really don’t care for one. I don’t need some boy to give me ‘happiness’or ‘love’. I also don’t want to go [..more..]
21-04-12(0:21:45)
He says to give him a few weeks to think about it and see who he wants to be with..but in just a few DAYS he said he wants to be with her…I guess he never even had me in his heart..not even for a second…how can hearing that make my heart feel like it [..more..]
17-04-12(22:29:39)
It`s over… But I don`t want it to be… I adore him… He`s my life… Even if I`ve got somebody… Why didn`t I get a change? Only a chance to show him how much I can love him… I bet if he saw so much love and care… he wouldn`t go anymore… I need him [..more..]