05-04-12(11:11:06)
I messed up. I failed out of university, and now i’m slacking on my college papers. I decided to do other things and leave it until the last second, and not even start it. I know what to do to be successful and overcome lazyness and procrastination, but I just don’t have the MOTIVATION. Can [..more..]
19-02-12(19:29:10)
I can’t help but to keep writing! Ahhh..because i can’t tell anyone..i really miss him..every second..i can’t help but to think about him even though i know it’s wrong..Why does he keep appearing in my dreams?..it makes me think about him more! I must be crazy..i like him..i really really like him and i know [..more..]
13-02-12(0:21:56)
He..He makes me feel relieved just by seeing him each day. He..He makes my heart beat faster every time he calls for me.. He..He makes me think about him when he IS and ISN’T around me. He..He makes me wonder if that’s him coming whenever I hear someone come by.. He..He makes me miss him [..more..]
17-01-12(0:24:35)
Trust life. That’s my new believe. It’s been said a thousand times that things always happen for a reason, but the hard part is wanting to know what that reason is. I now think that all there’s left to do is trust life, as simple and as hard as that. Doubts and fears can consume [..more..]
05-01-12(3:20:41)
I loved you, so much. But you had to go and hurt me. I would do anything for you, but you wouldnt do the same. You treated me like s***, but yet I came crawling back. You have no idea what you did to me. You made me think I could actually be happy, but [..more..]
02-01-12(4:55:31)
Life is like a roller coaster. You have your ups and your downs. But sometimes the ride’s just too short. So enjoy every second of it before it’s over.
10-12-11(6:36:11)
I love life. I hope you do to. Heres some reasons to live. life. &. LOve. it. 1. That person you will marry & love for the rest of your life, is out there walking the earth right now @ this second… 2. PUPPIES! 3. Killing yourself is a PERMANANT finish to a TEMPARORY problem. [..more..]
15-09-11(19:10:35)
I really think I loved you, or at least I could have loved you for the rest of my life. Time and time again I try to convince myself that what happened wasn’t my fault: I believed you loved me too, or could. All my friends blame you. But I don’t doubt for a second [..more..]
I feel so alone even though I am in a house of 5 adults I feel so completely alone. My husband died in 1996 very suddenly at 35….iwas 32, our children were very young only 8yrs and twins of 4. I have spent the last 14yrs focusing on bringing them up….or should I say pretending [..more..]
i feel so alone. i miss you so f***ing much. and you’re all alone in a stupid mental hospital with people you don’t know, no contact with the outside world, and nobody to comfort you. the fact that you’re so miserably alone makes me feel more alone too. all i want is for you to [..more..]