Forbidden Love
It’s been over four years that I’ve been waiting to be able to actually date the one person I love more than anything. Four years of sneaking around. We finally had everything we ever wanted. We actually went on our first date after four years and we went on vacation together we shared so many [..more..]
reaching out
I have tried reaching out so many times, to my mom, my friends, anyone who would listen. Everyone I’ve ever tried to get help from has put it off as me just trying to get attention, so i hide. I know im getting worse because everyday is becoming a struggle, I feel like im homesick [..more..]
none
i wish some people could like someone and stick to that person… i mean its ok if you like2 people but if u r “in love” with one person then a couple days later u r “in love” with another person then it’s rude because you are just playing with people’s feelings and that’s cruel.
Crushing weight
Honestly, man, I need to get myself together. I’m feeling uneasy over something this plebeian- not getting a text message reply by a person I met barely a month ago. I’m way too old for this.
I wish
I wish I could talk to someone anonymously… to the point of, I can tell them what’s in the midst of my mind without feeling ashamed and shy and they can help me solve my embarrassing confusion. without them, saying it to someone else. just me and that person will know that dirty little secret [..more..]
No one understands…
All my life people have came and gone, no one has stuck around to help me, love me, or even care. No matter what I do it always goes wrong, nothing ever works out. I’m in love with this girl but I have no chance, she’s dating someone plus shed never like a guy like [..more..]
Its my fault :( :'(
Im so depressed God why is this happening ? Its all my fault , im in bad attitude with everyone im 15 , i hate my life even though nothing is that wrong of it , its just im the reason that im not happy cause i loved someone while the person i love now [..more..]
im not sure how i feel
Why is it that NOTHING can go right for me… i mean i didnt do anything to anyone.. why cant i have a normal life why cant i have both my parents why did my father kill himself why! sometimes i wonder did he do it because of me? but then i think why i [..more..]
Untitled
Over the last few years I’ve became paranoid. About Everything . Hygiene, Injuries . . .Life . But mostly life. You see Im the type of person that just doesn’t know how to talk to people. Of Course I talk to my friends and tell them my problems . . But I feel like they [..more..]
i hurt the girl i love.
im writing this because i need to get it off of my chest. i am absolutely in love with my girlfriend. she has been my best friend for a long time and she’s honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me. i grew up with a very difficult family, i had a horrinle [..more..]