Love Work Family Friends Games Kids Life

Posted by on 2012/07/23 under Uncategorized

It’s been over four years that I’ve been waiting to be able to actually date the one person I love more than anything. Four years of sneaking around. We finally had everything we ever wanted. We actually went on our first date after four years and we went on vacation together we shared so many perfect amazing moments together. And now I am exactly back to where I was when I was 14 years old not allowed to be with him because his parents found out about us and has taken everything away from us. Forcing us “on a break.” So here I am again waiting for him alone and heartbroken that I can’t even talk to my one true love. I know we are young but we’ve been through hell and back in these past four years three months and 21 days. People say it’s better than a break up because at least I know he loves me and still wants me but I think that makes it even harder the fact that I can be with him the fact that he does love me but I just have to sit back and wait. Again. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do I am so tired of waiting. We are 18 years old now we aren’t the stupid little 13 year olds we were when everything first started it’s ridiculous we still have to wait to be together. Especially since we had that short time of finally being able to be together. It was taken right from us. Our forbidden love story is one that people think is sweet and cute but living through it is painful and hurts. I wouldn’t wish this type of pain on my worst enemy.

Leave a Reply

Name and Mail are optional. Your email address is however required if you want to subscribe to the comments (see below)

This site uses User Verification plugin to reduce spam. See how your comment data is processed.

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.