It seems the world is a variable. How do I figure? It varies! Changes! In , at the very least, two ways. The world goes through phyiscal changes independantly, and through the enduring of mankind. It also goes through a more metaphorical change. When people say the world has changed they usually mean the people [..more..]

have been trying to tell people that I need help. I am trying not to become susisidal again. I am depressed and just want one person to reach out and realize I am YELLING for help. I have even come straight out and said” I am depressed and need to talk to a dr about [..more..]

i have lost something very dear to me… i hope he was worth it beacuase im not going to be here when he is gone, im tired of being your person to vent on when he does something wrong.. you take it out on me, tell him the problem not me, yell at him, not [..more..]

Well let me start of saying people seem to dought love these days and say that it dosent exist or it dosent last long or that i love him even if he cheated on me or i will love him forever i cant say i belive that loves forever but i cannot dought that it [..more..]

I f***ing hate you. You F***ED things up for me. You snitched, ratted me out, ruined everything for me, when you could have easily NOT. You could have NOT done that. BUT YOU DID. And you say you CARE? You don’t care. You don’t give a f***. You’re the s***tiest friend a person could have. [..more..]

I’m waiting waiting waaaaaaiiiiiiting so IMPATIENTLY for the day i can do acid shrooms DMT expand my mind please, i’m such a shallow person, i need to experience all the things i believe; yes i believe in the universe, love, the one, but i need to know it’s there.

i think i thunk that i thought i knew… but really… i thought i think that i thunk i thought…. wait thats not right either… i thank i think i thought a thought but i really thought a thought i think i thunk…. hmm… maybe i thought a thought that i thank i thought cuz [..more..]

I need you. Give me strength. I feel lost and alone without you like half of me is missing. My friends can’t replace you or even come close. I have only 3 anyway, one of whom is a horrible person who uses me (and everyone else) and is always trying to bring me down. I [..more..]

Sometimes I can’t breath. I feel constricted by my own stupid feelings. Basically, my Dad is really ill. I mean he’s dying. I seem to have an emotional block so I can’t talk to people about how I feel. I just pretend that everything is fine. Everyone thinks I’m so ‘strong’ as they put it [..more..]

I’m sick and tired of being the odd one out. Everyone I ever get close to ends up either using me, or just not caring at all. This year I met a guy and he is completely understanding and I love him like a brother. The problem is, is that I don’t want to bother [..more..]