Free fall
Its like life is one long free fall. Luckily, I know how to fall in a controlled manner, letting the air flow around my body in ways that I use to steer myself and keep stable. But it’s still a fall, and deep down I know that someday I will hit the bottom of this [..more..]
I’m sorry Izzy
We were supposed to meet up last Saturday at noon. Just as I was getting ready to head over to the place, she texted me she’s feeling queasy. Now, I can’t stand last minute change of plans whatever the reasons are, she could’ve texted me an hour earlier to notify me. At least I won’t [..more..]
Anger management
Ok so today I want to talk about my mom. Right now she is not my favorite person in the world. She doesn’t like my sleeping sleeping habbits. I like to come home from school and take a 2 hour power nap regardless of the sleep I got the might before. She can’t stand that [..more..]
I want to write my thoughts – Does everyone think this way? Would someone want to know mine?
Does time truly heal all wounds? Could you ever imagine having amnesia? To forget your entire life- How much of it is forgetting life- or forgetting memories? What if there was a medical way to create an amnesia experience- Would you ever choose to forget your past?- To imagine something away is different-But to rightfully [..more..]
07-04-12(5:29:49)
My life isn’t bad. I have a wonderful family, amazing boyfriend. I work two jobs. I’m going back to school in the fall. But it’s like it’s great and all but I miss him every day. I don’t get to see him daily or weekly. I get to see him maybe every month. I work [..more..]
06-04-12(6:14:38)
Well, I do have a lot of things on my mind. A lot of things have happened lately. Boyfriend is having trouble and it sucks I can’t be there for him physically. Our lives are pretty busy. He is still in high school and I work two jobs. We can’t see each other on a [..more..]
21-01-12(6:55:32)
Its been months since me and my ex split up. I’m not gonna lie, I was thinking about breaking up with her for the slutty college girls at Hawkeye but I couldn’t be that lonely man-whore like the year before. We dated for a while and after not seeing her for a couple weeks I [..more..]
03-11-11(0:27:22)
I’m venting here. This is okay. I need to let myself know that… Its all going to be okay. Alright: I’ve been hurting myself. Not that I want to kill myself, I love being alive, but, well I don’t really get why. I cut myself with my fingernails. I just push them into my skin [..more..]
09-10-11(0:14:06)
We were just coming back from a party, a boy in the year below was being followed by 2 guys near us. They grabbed him and we tried to get them to let go but they said they were going to shank him. We pulled him and when the guys were arguing with my friends [..more..]
31-07-11(20:18:55)
I’m 53 and it feels like my life is over. My 86 year old mother moved in with us, so I had to quit my job to become her 24 hour a day caregiver. I love her but I HATE this! HATE THIS! She is so needy! I have to test her sugar, give her [..more..]