Housemates
Fsck housemates now that I’m somewhat over being owed over 5-7k they do stupid sht like lock garage doors, flip circuit breakers incorrectly, don’t take any responsibility, drink my fscking wine, use my containers, bullsht get the f out of my life why do i indulge these mofos oh wait it’s because you still owe [..more..]
years with out sex
yeah it is years with out sex from a man I keep filling like i’m going die like my female is leavin because of no male contact or fluids in me like I am a female and the males have things I need and want my life surrport system just touch my finger for 3 [..more..]
Keep on waiting, keeping on waiting…
I think I’m waiting for the day when I meet someone I can tell everything to, the day I’ll reveal myself to someone special. The person I can trust. Someone I can tell all my secrets, thoughts, feelings, and ideas to. Someone who’ll still like me for me after that, too. Someone who’ll love me. [..more..]
Hamster on a wheel….
Reinvent my life. Motivate my mind that I can achieve anything. This is America. I’m blessed.Need to break away from the clock punching routine. Break my wheel and hop off towards self-sustainability. Others have. So can I. Research and Development. Big words for a humble spirit but I will do it. I will create my [..more..]
Life
My dad’s a drunk, My girlfriend won’t talk to me about problems we are having, I wish i was smart enough to solve all my problems but i never know what to do and I’m never sure with myself, i live with my mom in the country and i all my friends live in the [..more..]
Exhausted
I’m getting to that point again. Everyone is right in telling me it’s pointless. That it’s hopeless. I have a lot of things to say to you, but no energy to do it. You don’t seem to care half of the time, and I never know which half it is. I barely have enough energy [..more..]
On my mind
If only you thought about me just half as much as I think about you. We hung out that night, and to you the sweet little gestures you did were just the way you are, I know that, but I can’t stop replaying them in my head. You’ve taken over my mind, I wish I [..more..]
Look At ME
I smile all the time, and when I cant, I look away from them, My friends. Im a broken person, so I dont want them to see me like that. But when I couldnt hold it today and walked out of class, then had a Panic attack… I still went back in and smiled. They [..more..]
Lonely heartbroken and invisible
Lonely and heartbroken: i spent 3 and a half years with the most athletic sweet caring guy ever and then after tjose years he just….left me with out even telling me why-crying-i was really hurt and i clouldn’t get him off my mind! Invisible: my sister my cousin they were mean to me and ignoring [..more..]
him
its now been a year and half since i first developed this crush. there was something about him that just grabbed my attention… maybe it was his cute half smile? or his laugh? or the way he treated me the first time i really met him? Before that time i had never really talked to [..more..]