its now been a year and half since i first developed this crush. there was something about him that just grabbed my attention… maybe it was his cute half smile? or his laugh? or the way he treated me the first time i really met him?
Before that time i had never really talked to him at school. or had any interest in him. but the day he came to sit next to me on the bus was almost surreal? he was so kind and was asking me all kinds of questions and paying attention to everything i said, he would tickle me and then just hug me and not let go 🙂
now… a year and a half later… he’s the complete opposite.
unfortunately my heart is still stuck on him and what he used to be like.
and no matter how hard i try i cant seem to move on.