Confusion
I’m so confused, I don’t even know how to explain it. It’s like someone’s constantly watching me and like people are in my head. It’s like there is a show in my head and people will randomly come into it and speak to me and other people in my head. It’s like I have no [..more..]
Guilty
i feel like the most horrible friend on the planet…i like my best friend’s boyfriend and i know it is wrong but i cant control my feelings..i have never kept a secret away from her.i feel so guilty and dark.i dont know what i should do.i dont want to begrudge any of their happiness i [..more..]
losing it
My dread is getting worse by the day. I feel like I’m watching a movie of my own life. why can’t I gain control back? –Lost.
my life is good?
so right now i suprizingly have a good life… but it seems that everytime something good in my life happend it all comes crashing down and I refuse to lose the love of my life! im not giving up on that boy! ever! no matter what happends… i love him more then anything and idc [..more..]
Where are you.
My boyfriend and i have been dating for 2 years now. Our relationship can be really good but sometimes real bad. But i dont really tell him how i feel about it because i dont want him to think i control him because we arent that serious. Anyways, sometimes he disapears for 3 days but [..more..]
Breakup
I am going through my first breakup because my boyfriend turned out to be a jerk.Every relationship in this universe starts with a special connection.Yes i had it too but my ex, he seems to be having it with every girl he sees.Its like he is an epidemic and cannot control infecting girls.The worst probably [..more..]
SMACK!!!!!!
Do you eveer feel like life smacks u in the face sometimes?Do u ever feel like u cant get up like life just keeps knocking you down….. check this out….my step mom who is suppose to be their for me stole my money,this knocked me down, i tried to get back up and she told [..more..]
Friend.
So i’ve been friends with this guy for about 7 years. Some would say best friends. But, occasionally, I look at our relationship and think…what the f*** am I doing? He constantly walks all over me and makes me feel bad for the things that I do. He is a control freak and hates it [..more..]
Frustrated
I feel like such a bad, selfish person. Lately my mood has been so up and down – like one minute I’m really grateful to be alive and the next I just wish that I could either be a completely different person or stop existing altogether. Everything feels so out of control. I’m way too [..more..]
do you ever wonder?
Do you ever have that feeling like you’re like is completely out of control and you have no idea where your life is heading? Do you ever just think to yourself, who am I? What am I even doing? I feel like that every second of every day. I honestly don’t have any words to [..more..]