02-04-12(4:03:15)
So much to be said so little space to do it. Patriotic Nationalism will be the end of us, Americans need to wake up. Left, Right, doesn’t matter. Both sides go about diffeernt ways of control, but it is still control they seek. Hoe are we ever going to get to a level one society [..more..]
16-03-12(3:21:12)
I fear my eating disorder will soon bring my husband to commit suicide. He hates himself for not curing me. For my illness going so far. I don’t know where else to turn. The walls seem to be closing in and suffocating me. I’m out of options. This has gone on too long. I’ve gone [..more..]
08-02-12(23:19:29)
idk y but sometimes i just feel like i ask for too much o9f my mom. she works to jobs and has three kids. she tries her best. its hard being twelve sometimes i just feel like im forgotten i kno my mom loves me and i really love her to. itys just that evrytime [..more..]
23-01-12(4:53:43)
Tomorrow I go and get help for my bulimia. So tonight I had one last binge and major purge. I couldn’t throw up hard enough for my satisfaction tonight. There is something really wrong with me. I hope tomorrow everything changes. I hope I can find the help that I have needed for so long [..more..]
30-11-11(16:59:33)
i hate myself right now. idk why but i know im a total mess and i cant do anything to make it better. i think everyone around me hate me too. i cant take control of my life and everything’s a mess. i disappoint everyone and myself. im not good with my God either and [..more..]
28-11-11(12:48:59)
For Nika: how much im weak that just by losing you i losed anything how much im freak when i see i cant have watching you on love with me i really wanna die but smth is stoping me ,smth that tell me in 1% chance she will back and will be yours again ,but [..more..]
11-11-11(21:23:20)
Sometimes I look at the world, and loneliness consumes me. I wonder: Has anyone ever felt like they were the only one in control of what they do? Has anyone ever thought that someone was controlling those you care about? It’s so odd. Everyone says that you have control over what you do. Then why [..more..]
19-10-11(22:27:04)
You live your life in a shell of s***. You judge, manipulate, control and dwell on pure negativity day in and day out. You have no respect,compassion or patience for the only in people in life that tried to help you when you chose to lay down and give up. No body ever cared except [..more..]
18-10-11(4:23:06)
When can I catch a break?? I’ve hit rock bottom and can’t seem to pull myself back up. Most of the time I feel lost, Im not in control of my thoughts or surroundings. And this is the time in my life I should be the happiest, joyful that I have unconditional love. But some [..more..]
02-08-11(15:35:23)
The past is the past and I must live in the present, without you. You just don’t want me and there’s nothing I can do about it. I f***ing love you Hibou, enough to let you go.