28-11-11(12:48:59)
For Nika: how much im weak that just by losing you i losed anything how much im freak when i see i cant have watching you on love with me i really wanna die but smth is stoping me ,smth that tell me in 1% chance she will back and will be yours again ,but [..more..]
16-11-11(2:45:51)
Oh my gosh I just want to walk down the stairs and yell at both of your for your total lack of respect. If its not one thing its another. You don’t seem to get how much the noise bothers other people in this house. I don’t want to bombarded with Christmas-crap yet. I don’t [..more..]
28-10-11(7:31:21)
farken oath Daniel you have no idea how i am feeling…. I could quite easily just end my life,. I love you and you just treat me like an option in your life…Maybe that is my fault but at least be farking honest with me…. If you dont want me then just say…. why return [..more..]
11-09-11(7:43:55)
Write your thoughts/feelings here…How am I supposed to put my feelings away. What are my feelings? I really don’t even know anymore. So lost and afraid. Do I love him or him? Maybe I have fallen out of love with both and am just around for my own security. Is love even real? What if [..more..]
07-08-11(13:05:20)
What if it is you??? Hell Daniel I cant keep doing this to myself.. Its killing me slowly… For 4yrs 4mnths I have loved you but my love for you cant grow to its full potential…. so i will never know if you and I could be a we…That kills me babe cause What if [..more..]
22-07-11(5:10:22)
Well whether i just made a fool of myself or not i dont care… I was heading home and saw two of your work trucks and thought chase them lol… but while sitting at the lights thought no i will never catch them and you wont be in the front truck… I had time to [..more..]
16-07-11(2:36:44)
so i was happy enough to ask a friend to come have coffee with me so you cold spend the day home…. but no you said no to that and you would take me out… but we not going till 1 half the day gone already…. then we will be back home by 3 so [..more..]
i feel so alone. i miss you so f***ing much. and you’re all alone in a stupid mental hospital with people you don’t know, no contact with the outside world, and nobody to comfort you. the fact that you’re so miserably alone makes me feel more alone too. all i want is for you to [..more..]
I feel… so what help will it do writing it on here? i mean no ones gonna fix the problem because you see i am the problem. I “have” a best friend, we used to be really close, now not so more but i have no idea what i have done. i always feel like [..more..]