Abused by you.
B**** you NEED ME. That’s why you always come back. But this time stay the f*** away from me, I hate you. You make me f***ing sick, I’m literately throwing up all your bulls***. I’m f***ing inhaling all YOUR stress into my lungs. I can smell all your lies & sorry’s from your ass. It [..more..]
To hell with everything!
F*** everything! I chose to do the right thing and it backfired! Story of my life!!! The right thing never gets me anywhere!! I’m done! No more right thing og right way! I don’t give a damn anymore!! It never ends well with me, so why not choose a wrong and more fun way?!!!!!!!!!!!1
I’m slipping
I’ve made a lot of mistakes and when I think of them I get… I don’t know what I get but whenever I wanted to “come back” from my thoughts I’d say ice cream, I’m stupîd or if I were walking I would stop in the middle of the road. Doesn’t seem bad but sometimes [..more..]
What now?
No money is coming in, the friend I thought I had has become my frenemy, falling behind in school, moms depressed and is talking about leaving for nine months, dad has started writing me again but he could be trying to make records so he can bring it up in court, besides the frenemy no [..more..]
john merrell
i love you black women [email protected].
down falls
i don’t know what to do half the time. My life has been hell. I mean my mom and dad when i was little did not care about me. and now i just have problems. I have two different heart problems, have muscle problems and i cant have sugar. And i hate it i just [..more..]
life
It kind of sucks in a way you get dumped. you go threw pain. But in a way its grate. Like i have two amazing babys. Ya not the way i want every thing to be. The first dad may not be around but it does not matter want you look at them cuz they [..more..]
Great, Good, Crazy.
God is great, beer is good, and people are crazy.
Venting Feelings
I’ve been thinking about “that special someone” and I’m not sure lately what it means. I mean I know we like each other, and we’ve gotten to the point that we are bf/gf. Yet when we’re together somewhere, at school for instance we get so shy it’s as if we’ve never met. This puzzles me, [..more..]
overwhelmed
im so overwhelmed because of my body structure. im fat but most people say im thick but i feel so desperate to slim down only thing that i cant because im ill and the illness that i have makes me this size eventhough if i try to excercise i loose the weight and then i [..more..]