Not knowing and well known
I’m a 15 years old Chicana confused of life; not knowing exactly where life is taking me but I’m ready for what’s to come, or am I? I don’t know, this whole being alive thing is complicated. It sort of reminds me of seeing a woman pregnant who has nothing to prepared for the upcoming [..more..]
Everything
My boyfriend is in the US Air Force and he just left for his second ‘station’ for more schooling, and I won’t get to see him until Christmas. He’s missing my birthday and he just won’t be around for a while. It may not seem that long, and yeah, we still get to talk, but [..more..]
Is that weird?
I don’t like kissing. I don’t like doing it and i don’t like the idea of doing it. Is that weird?
i bet theres good reason for it all
i loved you for so long. i made my mistakes and you made yours but we moved past it. i thought you loved me but i would never hurt you like that.every time you try to get back in touch with me im breathless,clueless i wish you could change your ways. you say youll always [..more..]
i loved you for so long. yeah i made my mistakes and you made yours but we moved past it. i thought you loved me but if you did you wouldnt hurt me emotionaly like that.every time you try to get back in touch with me im breathless,clueless i wish you could change your ways. [..more..]
Just a Dream
As a little girl, I never had a father in my life. Being a child, I never thought much of it. It seemed I thought he would someday show up, and be like all the other girls daddies. More and more as I grew up, I started to realize, maybe he never will show up. [..more..]
Second choice
Right now most of my friend have boyfriends and i don’t. As if that wasn’t depressing enough i feel like they have forgotten about me totally. I don’t have a very good enviorment at home and they know that, and still no one have asked me how i am i a looong time. I’ve been [..more..]
Passion where are you?
Every morning I wake up, happy to wake up I might add, wondering whats next? What is to become of my life? Some hours I’m happy, some hours I’m alone. I sit in the dark thinking, thinking too much. Worrying, worrying about things that have not occurred. So many what ifs. What is wrong? What [..more..]
bets
11am – Kashiwa v Sapporo – 1.23 home – 8th v 18th ( bottom) – 7 of Kashiwa’s 8 defeats have come against top 6 sides ( and that’s after 24 matches so the form should have a dependable feel to it.) 2-4-2-6-2-1-4-2 scored against bottom 6 sides home and away. The only time they [..more..]
Is it not loud enough
Am I tired of you; am I tired of us? A flower would be nice. A ‘’hey baby lets go to the movies today.” But no that imaginary that’s what I call make believe. Give me a kiss once in a while. That would be great you know. How about a bear hug, I love [..more..]