I Guess I Forgot, or did i ?
I forgot that i wanted to write something, something about my self, something that I was feeling…hmm, I forgot. I forgot that I wanted to write something, something about myself,something that i was feeling… hmmm, i forgot.. I forgot, that i wanted to write something, something about myself, something that i was feeling..Anything
Why is love so hard sometimes :/
you are my first love, and I don’t know why I’m so worried that I’m going to lose you, I get paranoid and afraid but you just seem so sure of yourself and ready for the world without me in it, i just dont want you to leave me behind, please dont leave me behind [..more..]
I just downloaded Togainu no Chi
God bless it works
it’s going to be okay, Life will go on.
I feel, everything will be okay.. I love you so much, but even if I try, you won’t want to be back with me anytime soon.. so I know in my heart, I have to let you go.. everyday, I realize, I can do things on my own, I don’t need anyone to do things [..more..]
-_-
the amount of stupidity in my family, no my life, is endlessly abundant
I’m done
My decision is made! I don’t know if i can go through with it but i have to try! Either way i am hurt, so why not try?
Boyfriend
I love him don’t get wrong. But his past scares me. I can forgive and forget but sometimes I remember. And I am terrified. Everything points to a repeating cycle. Drugs, more drugs, worse drugs. Getting caught, getting in some serious trouble. Taking a break, making promises. Then a slip. Drugs, more drugs, worse drugs. [..more..]
Where to go
I don’t know where i’m going in life. In any way. All i know is that where i am now, isn’t some place that makes me happy. There are some places i want to be but i can’t because it would be too complicated and weird, but it would be so good, if i just [..more..]
Lonely.
I feel like I’m losing people really close to me, and no one understands. But I’ve felt this way for years, and handle by saying nothing and pushing away. I don’t want to get hurt again, and I thought that maybe in you I had finally found someone I can trust. I was wrong, many [..more..]
Mad world
“I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, the dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had.”