you are my first love, and I don’t know why I’m so worried that I’m going to lose you, I get paranoid and afraid but you just seem so sure of yourself and ready for the world without me in it, i just dont want you to leave me behind, please dont leave me behind 🙁 i feel like maybe ive lost some of myself along the way and im no longer the person you used to love. i can feel you slipping away and i dont know how i can save us this time
Hey, we’re going through the same thing, so all I’m doing, is being his best friend, don’t let him leave like that, bring him back to you as a friend, do things with him, go out to places like a normal friend.. Once he realizes things, he’ll want to be with you, If not, just look on the bright side.. you could do anything you want now, go paint a landscape, go to the bookstore and read parts of books.. I felt a lot better after all that.. it’s still kind of hard on me sometimes, but then, I start listening to Regina spektor, oh how I love that Russian singer <3
I know how you feel .