An Incompleted Thought
I’ve never found love to be a complicated affair. I don’t even think it is, but as I watch movies and listen to love song, it came to me, that perhaps, I do not even know why people love.
Trust.
The one person, my Mother, that I only ever truly trusted. Commited suicide. I don’t think that there is really an answer on how to re-learn everything. But it seems that trusting people is now my biggest problem. I can’t understand this. How am I supposed to trust anyone? Why does it seem like people [..more..]
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i will never ever be good enough for him
dear,
I feel so weak and vulnerable. I wish i still had you in my life that kept me together. I went to the park today, and i saw an old couple, happily walking together hand in hand. How i wish that could’ve been me. I still ask myself everyday in the morning and night, what [..more..]
Thoughts from 18 year old
Life. We all have it, some take it for granted, others act like it will run out in just a day. No matter which way you turn we as humans see life in our own ways. We are shaped by the experiences life throws at us and the challenges that are all to follow. choices [..more..]
Can’t Win
It seems every thing i do is wrong, i try my hardest and it’s still wrong. Nothing i do these days is right. Doesn’t matter if someone else hasn’t done it right, it’s only bad when i don’t do it. F*cks sake. I have ruined my whole future in these past couple of years through [..more..]
Such sweet nothing
I can’t get over you. You’re just like that s***ty pop song that I heard in the radio that morning and I can’t get it out of my head. You keep on playing inside of me. First thought in the morning, last thought when I try to fall asleep. It scares me. I know that [..more..]
confussed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For the first time in a long time i have met someone who has all the quality’s i want and love. but the problem is he cares for me to much and i don’t know how to react to it. for the fact none of my ex’s can compare to him he is so different [..more..]
Fixing a Depression
I am having a hard time dealing with the whole “friend” situation. I graduated from high school about 2 years ago and in high school, I had a huge main group of friends. We were always going out doing things together, getting dressed up for football games together, you name it. After I graduated high [..more..]
What’s Wrong With me?
I’m trying to figure out what the hell has gone wrong with my life… I feel like I do not have anybody to share my thoughts or anything. I’m married, my husband loves me.. But things are never the same they used to be. I too love him,but there is something wrong. I just feel [..more..]