I don’t know..
I have so much going through my head right now but I just don’t know how to start this or what to write at all. Why do people have to assume the worst of everything that has to deal with me? My birthday is next week and I am really looking forward to it because [..more..]
Pebble
Some times I want to sent you a message, tell you how I feel. Only I don’t know what you would say. We both found other people yet I feel this connection still. Am I wrong? Or do you feel it too? Either way I’m falling for you. And I’m scared
MLKC
I love you….
Everyone Gets On My Nerves
I have a huge family that is always in they way. I know they love me very much, and I love them too. But I am 18 years old, and need some space. I do not know why they do not understand that I want to grow up. I want to move out, and get [..more..]
Missing something that isn’t there any more…
If I could just put all the pictures that are in my head right now on paper… I would have the most emotional photo album of all time… At least emotional for me… I’m sure everyone has one like that in their minds. All of mine are from my home… the real home… the one [..more..]
Engaged, But In Love With Another Man
I am engaged to a man that my entire family adores. He as a lot of money, and a great job. He is nice, but never appreciates the things I do. About two months ago, I met another man who was new at the office. He is amazing. He calls me beautiful, and treats me [..more..]
In Love With Someone I Will Never Have
It hurts so bad to see him with other people. I don’t even know what to do with myself anymore. I have loved this boy for four years now, and now he has a beautiful girlfriend, and I am alone in the corner. I have tried falling for other people, but I keep going back [..more..]
Gay people are equal but i don’t want to be one
I am not personally gay but i feel like i am being constantly forced into doubting myself because people always shove it in my face. I am not gay, i don’t want to be gay or bisexual i like being straight. I have a lesbian best friend and a gay best friend they are the [..more..]
fucckk mmyy luucck!!!
just gave my maths formative test…i studied so hard but still ther was some flaw in it…every time i get a chance of scoring marks…i get screwed by my motherf***in bad luck…only i knoe how hard i studied for it…but still…I WANT 2 DIE….FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!THE TEST WASS EASSYYY AND I MADE JUST A SMALL MISTAKE THAT [..more..]
I will be skinny
I will not eat today. And if I do I will be punished. Each bite is another cut. I will not eat tomorrow. And If I do I will be punished. Each meal will come back up. I will be skinny. I will be skinny. I will not eat and I will be skinny.