Let me do what i want
Dwelling on what I want (good or bad) makes me productive, because I want to feel an emotion, so goal achieved 🙂
miserable
I’m miserable… Completely lost and miserable..
Stuck
How do i get over it? It’s my fault i’ve ended up here.. I hate mistakes, why can’t you just go back in time. Instead you have to go through crap everyday! I regret so much, and i just really wish i could change it..!
darkness….
Now watch me as i fall apart
darkness…
Now watch me as i destroy myself…
darkness..
I used to smile… a cheerful nd pure smile.. i used to be innocent… although i had my days wer ove had people fool me nd use me.. beginning from an unloving nd lyinh father left .. men hav always been d same nd growing up i observed a truth that love is a joke, [..more..]
uh
dfhdfh
bummed out
What would i say? Even if i could figure out whatsoever bothering me who would listen. everybody seems to be moving on with their lives. getting jobs. buying houses. going travelling. but i can hardly seem to find the motivation to get out of bed. life just isnt fun anymore. it used to be. but [..more..]
love
im in love with her
Will I ever be able to love?
So when I was 20 I fell in love with this guy. He was 18 and we were friends. We then started to talk and hang out more than what friends should. We ended up in each other’s arms holding each other while we slept and at parties and in every moment. He started to [..more..]