Well it’s like this…
I don’t care if this is a site to catch depressed people to find hem and put them through theropy. I don’t care if you find my ip address and try and get me to change my mind. See this is not a suicide note, nor do I want to commit it. Some would say [..more..]
I can’t do it alone!
I don’t know what to do! I don’t HAVE to work with them, I know I shouldn’t either, they are unreliable and I would end up doing most of the work, but I just can’t do it on my own! No one else will help me, no one else is left! It’s either with them [..more..]
Everything I’ve Wanted.
If you have seen my last post- STW9999 title name is broken. You’ll understand this.. So this boy, my love… everyday, I see him and his new girlfriend every day, it seems like almost everywhere I walk at school I see them and I get even more heartbroken. Never in a million years did I [..more..]
MY MATES :(
i see u ridin around with my mates and i’m thinking f*** off…all she is is a mindf***er i’m sick of seeing her face all i wanna do is smash her prick face into the tire of my car and get away with running her over…i wanna go sniff my ‘ominous white powder’ my mate [..more..]
myself
i have always wanted a life..where i get the freedom to take my own decisions… i took a decision to be with the person whp loves me so much…and i love him too.as much as he does..but sometimes i feel suffocating..actually always.i feel like somewhere deep within i am killing the actual me..i am transforming [..more..]
what do i want
sometimes i wonder what exactly this life is supposed to be..i dont knw what i am doing..m just walking on..without knowing where i am supposed to be… i just feel like hell..every moment these days..:(:(seems like there’s been something i haven’t been getting and i didn’t even realise then..but now..i know..what i have ever wanted..was [..more..]
Humiliation
I hate everything!!! How could this happen!!!!! it’s not fair!! I’ve never felt this humiliated ! I just feel like dying everything is crap ! Why, does one bad thing after the other happen to me !!!!!
Friends moving on
I used to have this really close knit group of girls as my friends. We would always have sleepovers, tell eachtother everything, and gossip at lunch. That is, until G moved in. She was the prettiest girl I had ever seen and all the boys loved her. And she became friends with my group quickly. [..more..]
How Can I Be Happy With Myself?
Every time I look in the mirror I pick out my imperfections. My body is not good enough, my skin is not tan enough, my nose is too big. It bothers me, but I cannot stop. I have tried starving myself, but that just leads to binging later because I get hungry. I do not [..more..]
collarbones
tonight i am sad. i also feel quite lonely. it seems as if i always choose the wrong people. i tend to care too much about the people who care about me and vise-versa. i keep thinking of the way he sounded so sad when he talked to me today. i have been cold to [..more..]