Broken.
This is really weird for me.. I usually don’t tell people exactly what I’m feeling, let alone random people.. But something has been on my mind and I just need to vent. There’s this boy.. our families have been friends forever and over the summer I started developing feelings for him. We texted.. & everyday [..more..]
falling down
You may have felt in love…but not like I did.I thought I owned th world in my hands .thought that I will no more need the air to breath because her being besied me is enough.what woud you do if your dreams burned infront of your eyes? I wish some one could understand. I am [..more..]
Overwhelmed.
I feel like I’m suffocating. I know that I shouldn’t be so focused on school, that I should live my life a little, but I’m so scared. I’m so scared of failure, of becoming someone I wouldn’t like, of doing things that would make me regret anything at all. I’m so scared of living that [..more..]
Sadness in My Heart
I dated this guy my whole high school days. We broke up because we did not want to have to deal with the long distance relationship. However, we have kept a strong, honest, fun friendship. He constantly makes jokes about being in a relationship again since we are almost finish with college. I really love [..more..]
I Have Been Single For Too Long
My last boyfriend was four years ago and I do not really think he ever liked me. It was when we were very young, and nothing happened. I am sixteen now, and have never been on a date, never been kissed, and have never had a true boyfriend that loves me and spends time with [..more..]
Does He Like Me?
There is this kid that I really like. He stares at me a lot, and sits next to me in Math. Today he asked me if I had a date to the dance. I said that I hadn’t asked anyone, being that it’s girl’s choice. He said some random girl asked him that he really [..more..]
If You stumble uppon this
A doubt maybe crossed your mind..that everything is a lie.It’s not.It’s all true(and much more that i wish you know).Fear and unspoken truth… Fear of disappointing you(more then i already did),hurting you(and others you care)and fully losing you..You deserve better.More..i know.I just want you to be happy.It seems like all i do is the opposite.. [..more..]
Love is a complicated thing
Let me tell you a story about my life. When I think back my previous relationships, it seems like i fall into this weird, half-happy/half-melancholic state every time i fall in love. I may burst into tears of joy just because i love him so ridiculously much, but at the same time I’m sad and [..more..]
This suck
I can’t take it anymore. It’s so anoying. Why do my friend see only bad things that I do to them? Why can’t they see how much I try for them. Why? My friend see’s only when I can’t come some where too meet her. She see’s only how I mess up everything. Why doesn’t [..more..]
What have I done?
I just f***ed up really badly. That’s all I need to say.