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i hate life so much .every day is a constant f***ing cycle.the same s*** happening every week OVER AND OVER AND IVE JUST ABOUT DONE WITH THIS i want to comitt suice..i feel like i dont belong here AT ALL i HATE HUMANS I ALWAYS HAVE AND I ALWAYS WILI i constantly fantasize about killing [..more..]
No One Else
I am in love with two guys that will never love me back. One of them is a celebrity, so obviously I have no chance. And the other guy is super popular with a girlfriend. I have my mind set on these two guys, even though I know deep down that I can never be [..more..]
iI have to.
i have to make it right.Its the matter of time..i have to
loop
My life is turning out to be as the life’s in alternate reality’s.You know,those shows,movies,you call it as you want,where everything misplaced..just not right.I realize it(and it sucks in a away),and it irritates me more and more the way it is,but i don’t know how and from where to start..to try,to get it back,to get [..more..]
Afraid
I am just scared of everything now and I always feel like something bad is going to happen to me I have the worst luck ever. I cannot just be happy because I worry about the stuff thats coming next
Too Fast?
My ex boyfriend and I got back together. We broke up last year mutually because we were both going to different colleges and stuff. He has seen other people in the past year, and so have I. We got back together about a month ago and he has invited me to go on a vacation [..more..]
Not sure what to do.
I recently spoke to a girl about having feelings for her, she said she had feelings for me too but we didn’t want to rush into anything too soon, we text everyday and when I see her she’s all cuddly and touchy but she went out clubbing with her ex on Thursday and hasn’t really [..more..]
Clipped wings
Is there any way of feeling credible? Whenever I do anything in life I find it hard not to be conscious of the ridiculousness of it all. Human endeavour, political will, excelling at work or physical exertions like running or dancing. All of it peels at my raw skin, exposes something intimate which renders me [..more..]
always confused
i tend to clear my head best and think most logically when I write everything out and leave my feelings in teh words. I can’t talk to anyone except kristen and with her there’s nothing left to say, we’ve been through everything. I cannot talk to my mom she will judge him and I know [..more..]
Stuck in the past
What more could i possibly do!!? Why can’t i move on?!I don’t care about anyone or anything from my past and i don’t want to care, so why do i keep thinking about it !!!! I’m sick of it!!!!!