Loneliness
The hardest things to do is to watch the one you love, love someone else. The memories that replay in my head day in and out, brings dark and painful thoughts.Tears no longer fall from my face, smiles are not longer real. Moving on is hard and even harder when your heart and brain fight [..more..]
Keeping Holding On.
So i’m cutting again. I promised everyone i’d stop. But i cant. Everything’s to emotional. I miss how everything used to be. I find relief in sharp objects slashing against.I just wish i could stop breathing. I’m done with my life. I know i say that over and over again but i wonder when its [..more..]
Split in 4.
My heart is split in 4 different directions, I am not a guy who will cheat or even think about doing it, but I am so in love with 4 girls but the one I am in love with the most is taken and has been for the past year. We are best friends and [..more..]
Life
My dad’s a drunk, My girlfriend won’t talk to me about problems we are having, I wish i was smart enough to solve all my problems but i never know what to do and I’m never sure with myself, i live with my mom in the country and i all my friends live in the [..more..]
MyMomIsRuiningMyLife
I f***ing hate my mum so much, she gives out about everything I do!!!! Her and my dad separated 4 years ago and i’m so glad because he does not deserve the s*** she puts him through. I dred coming home because she constantly is being a psychopathic b**** all the f***Ing time!!!!!!!!! F*** HER [..more..]
Walking in the shadows of Perfection.
I have my best friend. She is amazing. A little too much so. Every time I have interest in a guy, every time they meet her, it’s like I am invisible. It sucks. How could I ask someone to give up on what they think is better and want them to be with something they [..more..]
Lost
I don’t know what to do anymore. My whole life changed. I use to be outgoing, fun, engergetic, etc. Now I’m awkward, shy, and boring. I dont know how to talk to anyone anymore. I had lots of friends, now im all alone. All i have is my sister. Im 16 years old in my [..more..]
I hate my life
If the world doesn’t end this year i will kill myself
Worthless
Sometimes I feel worthless. My best friend insults me and I can’t take it anymore.
Maybe (Jumping to Conclusions) Original Song
I don’t know why, I’m feeling this way My head’s spinning round and round I have a sense that something’s up, But you won’t tell me Waiting till your online, happy as could be Bu-ut when you does, time just ticks away And your signal fades From green, to orange, to grey Maybe it’s me, [..more..]