I hate being gay sometimes
Sometimes I hate being gay. I never hated myself as much as I do now. It so difficult keeping a secret like that from your whole world and just bottling it up in you. I cant tell my friends cause they don’t understand. it just seems like no one understands. I see couples in public [..more..]
Why?
Why does a lot of bulls*** happen to me, I can always make other people happy but when I try to make myself happy. I’m not done trying. And every time I tried to talk to him about our relationship, its like he doesn’t care about me and the relationship. I just wished that he [..more..]
My Life Is F***ed Up.
Okay, so….My mother has cheated on my father, my father tried to kill himself and I cut myself. SUCH A HAPPY FAMILY RIGHT HERE. The most annoying thing my parents try make it out to be and it’s so not and they don’t even know what they’re doing to me.
My Parents are stupid
I have a Boyfriend and I told my mam and she was all….oh do you know anything about him, NO MAM HE’S A F***ING STRANGER I PICKED OUT IN THE STREET, WHAT DOES SHE THINK? I haven’t told my Dad because he’d flip and it’s so stressful, they put too much pressure on me, I’m [..more..]
Being Used
I have two best friends and we do literally everything together. But I feel like they talk about me behind their back when I am not around. Today I saw them look at my pants and then laugh. And they always have inside jokes that they never tell me about. They take advantage of me [..more..]
Pain
I have so much pain, it’s not fair.
Even the best fall down sometimes
Hey, just another writer over here. You should know, that sometimes, you cannot be that immovable object that stop an immovable force. You will be shaken, perhaps even thrown down to the ground, and in those crucial moments we need support from the people around us. Just remember that even the best fall down sometimes.
why? oh why?
I feel like i have no where to run. I’ve been so far away from my family and too much has been going on for me to hold on… two deaths is too much. no goodbyes no last kisses or hugs. i sometimes go nights crying and then when i think that my life is [..more..]
Societies expectations
why does society make up all the rules in life for you? why do you have to live up to everyone else’s expectations??
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why do all the bad people in life get the greatest things,and the good people in life get the worst things…..