That guy<3
so there this guy, thats how it always starts isnt it? i knew the second i saw him he was perfect to me. his long light brown hair with his light blue eyes and his sexy style that was too gorgeous to even try to imitate. his voice<3 his laugh<3 his smile was just too [..more..]
sadness.
does anyone else ever have those days, or weeks, or even just hours where everything sucks and you feel like theres nothing good in your life? thats about how i’ve been feeling for weeks now.
The Best Thing
If you are a human being reading this, I recommend you start a diary. I know, if you are a guy you probably do not want to. Call it a journal. Because writing everything down is the best thing that I have ever done in my life. It seems really weird. But I have been [..more..]
life as it is………….
i was alwz lukng fr smething where i cud vent all my feeling,my sorrows ,my joys ,,,,,,feeling lonely most of the time..i had another bad day today ,,it happnes so may times …i dont knw really what i want frm my life.all i want is jst to live a decent life nd make my parents [..more..]
High School
Hao was there when i was getting over Prat. Prat was his friend but yeah he just help me get through the broken heart.Soon, i fell for Hao. He is a nice guy…loving him is the rightest thing i have ever done. One day, he confessed to me. And, that’s how the story between us [..more..]
Family issues which eventually affected my cousin-ships
I have this cousin who lives & were born in the states & im in this asia country. well most of our family is in asia. i havent seen him for long, probably once every 5 years or so. he came back last year for a wedding and we realised we get along quite well. [..more..]
I am wasting my life
You know i know i got my whole life ahead of me and right now i am at that point where life is just dull, i don’t know being alone is something that should never happen to someone it can get to people. I am just so…bored of my life at the moment and i [..more..]
Emotions
I feel like I have what I want but not what I need. I am afraid to fail at life and I keep myself inside a bubble. Guys do not like me. I have two friends who don’t even enjoy my company and I do so much for them. I feel like my life is [..more..]
Dear Joe.
Joe, I have something for you. A gift, of sorts. A gift of words. No offense, but I think you need them. Maybe you’re lost right now. That’s okay. Maybe you’ve forgot who you are. That’s okay. Maybe you’re in the dark. That’s okay. Everyone is at some point. The most important thing for you [..more..]
I hate being gay sometimes
Sometimes I hate being gay. I never hated myself as much as I do now. It so difficult keeping a secret like that from your whole world and just bottling it up in you. I cant tell my friends cause they don’t understand. it just seems like no one understands. I see couples in public [..more..]