my day
well feeling quite frustrated dont knw why… i feel so down nd blue styng at home for so long dad z out on a business trip nd m a grl so nt allowed to b outa da house alone so here i am stuck at hme wth nutng to do… 🙁 wish i cd b [..more..]
toungeina this
TANGINA MO!ANG ARTE MO HAYUP KA!INA MO TANGINAAAAAAAAA MOOOO!!!!!!GAGU BWISET KA!!!””LECHE PARA KANG TANGA TANGINA MO TALAGA PUTANGINA MO!PUTA!PUTA KA!
Why can’t I get over you?
I loved you so deeply. I never knew such happiness. You made me feel whole for the first time on my life. I felt wanted and valued, needed, I had never felt that way before. You walked out of my life when I needed you most as my friend not just my lover. No one [..more..]
I Feel Guilty
Every single time food goes into my mouth, I feel horrible about myself. Today, all I ate was a cupcake and four almonds. I know, terrible. And yesterday, I didn’t put one thing into my mouth except for water and gum. What the hell is wrong with me? I want to be skinny and perfect. [..more..]
I’m so lonely I could ‘cry’
I am alone in the world. I have no friends. I am no good at making friends, so I gave up trying a long time ago. It was a result of crippling shyness from an early age and a destroyed confidence that made me an outsider. Don’t get me wrong, I want friends but people [..more..]
Please Please Help Me
My grandmother moved here six months ago and I cannot take it. She is living with us until her condo is done. Ever since she moved into my house, she has been a total and complete b****. Before you tell me not to call my elders a b****, please listen to the things she has [..more..]
Depressed
I have really bad depression and I have to hide it every single day with a dumb smile. I am depressed about a lot of things. There is not one reason why I am so sad, everything just adds up. I am doing terrible in school, I have two friends that use me, guys don’t [..more..]
My S***
Now let me get back to what reality is right now for me. I am just stupid! But I HATE when people do honestly think that i am stupid. I mean its ok for me to say i am stupid but for you NO! Common sense people. I don’t want to tell my friends anything [..more..]
I Dont Know
Ugghhh i HATE drama. I tell people i don’t hate (another thing she copied from me) but this is something I HATE. I am fine with it if the drama doesn’t involve me but when it DOES… i just wanna leave this place. Ive had drama around me ever since like Kindergarten!! You may think [..more..]
Lost in distance
there’s a guy I met two years ago, but he lives far away from me, (and when i say far, it’s far like plane-far), we always had a good connection, and last year our relationship went to friends to *something more because we had an one night together, and we still keep writing to each [..more..]