Can you ever the truth?
Spent a year thinking i was so close with some people.. So close that i felt we were a family.. People who tell me who the ”bad guys” were.. It turns out they were the bad guys.. I don’t even know! Everybody has been hiding secrets. I thought we were this little family, but people [..more..]
confused
I am torturing myself i am playing a game of tug a war with myself and it is ripping apart my body, I want to love someone but i just don’t feel like i am boyfriend material, i also i don’t want to be in a relationship, because one it is distracting and 2 i [..more..]
Love With Your Heart, Not With Your Eyes
In highschool, I had a very hard time finding a date. I wanted the most beautiful, handsome boy out there. I am not sure why still to this day, that I thought I needed a handsome boyfriend to make life better. I dated all of these jerks who were very attractive, but so crude and [..more..]
Don’t call me a victim
I made a place in my head, where I could go, when he came to my bed and rutted. He wasn’t there, there was only me, with my books, radio and rocking chair. I stayed as long as I could. At least until he’d done his worse, and left me his mess to clean. I [..more..]
The truth, at last.
When I was 18, I met the perfect man. But I was too young and dumb to appreciate him. Now, several mistakes and 2 marriages later, I wonder where he is, how he’s doing. I heard his baby brother died a couple of years ago, and just wanted to hold him, because I know he’s [..more..]
Stop the World……
…. I’d like to get off. This treadmill has turned into a dreadmill. I like my bed, my home, my cats and (mostly) my husband. The dreadmill enables me to keep them where they are. But does it have to be so feckin’ monotonous?
Shush
Somewhere on the book of faces, there’s a pretty girl. She has perfect skin, long dark hair and huge, deep, dark eyes. She’s an artist, a musician, a singer and lyricist. She can draw and make models and is inventive, clever and wants to be a doctor. Everyone comments on all of the above. They [..more..]
Dear Joe, Please Read This :)
Joe, I have something for you. A gift, of sorts. A gift of words. No offense, but I think you need them. Maybe you’re lost right now. That’s okay. Maybe you’ve forgot who you are. That’s okay. Maybe you’re in the dark. That’s okay. Everyone is at some point. The most important thing for you [..more..]
Seriously
My group of friends always play volleyball at lunch. I try to join in and play as well, but i’m really bad at it. So, I’m not allowed to play… I don’t think it’s very fair i feel like i get left out of everything. i feel really alone.
Done
Why does my life turn for the worse? I have a girlfriend. This girllikes me. Im in the spring play. Theres a kissing scene. The girl who likesme wants to get the girl who kissesmy character (if i get him). She wants to practice our parts. I dont want to. I told her to skip [..more..]