Lost
I know this is extremely cheesy and no one in the world will take this seriously but that’s not the point here, I just need somewhere to come clean because this secret is burning inside me and it’s eating me alive. Here it is; Watch out, this is a long story. My pseudonym here will [..more..]
Impossible
I can’t do anything right. When I think I do there is always something I’ve done wrong. It’s impossible for me to know what is right anymore. I’m negative. Well how can I be more positive?! You don’t know. It’s impossible for me to change if you don’t tell me how to! I’m bone idol. [..more..]
It would appear I am picky, but I am actually just trying to stay alive.
I didn’t have any problem with food when I was young. I don’t know why these years, all of a sudden, I’ve developed some drink allergies. I can’t drink coffee, milk, soya, and some types of tea. A small amount of coffee or tea would be alright, but definitely not soya or some tea. Sometimes [..more..]
A****** Ex
Happy birthday a******. You are one year closer to your death.
I Had a Breakdown
Last night, drunk I had a huge breakdown while alone. It’s been over a month since the love of my life broke up with me and everything was too much to handle. I thought I was finally dealing with it until that moment. I hate my life and how “stuck” I am with it right [..more..]
before you die…
some things that i want to do before i die… 1)want to make a girlfriend. 2)at one stage of my life ,want to earn more n more money that i can buy any thing. 3)want my dream home n live in it with whole family. 4)want to go on world tour. 5)love heights ,so want [..more..]
My little belly ache 11
I probably didn’t go about things the right way. That is to say, I almost definitely didn’t go about things the right way. I played things too conservatively and too casually. If I had my time again, I would have taken charge more. That is not to say, be more boss like, but more helpful. [..more..]
Sacred.
I am just so scared. So scared. Its the time when everything should begin. And I just cant see that begining point. I am so scared of my dreams… Of my future… Of my thoughts… Of everything… How I wish there was an angel to pull me out of all this nonsense. Why cant everything [..more..]
shyness?
when you finally realize that not alot of people give a s*** about you… except for a couple close friends and like your grandma… i cant help being shy or “uncool” wtf even makes you cool now in days? expensive clothing ? long hair? expensive shoes… f*** that … leggings slippers and a hoodie for [..more..]
When is the right moment?
Have you ever felt like there was no one on the same page as you? I mean, you have your family and friends, but none of them are quite on the same page as you. They’ve all got their lives, with their people, you’re not the first priority anymore; but you are genuinely happy for [..more..]