Whats it like to be perfect?
Girls in my class are so pretty, long blonde hair, sea blue eyes everyone think their perfect. Slim body, athletic, smart. But even the perfect ones have a dark side, whether its being overly sexually active or depressed. Those that have what seems to be a perfect life, may not be perfect. There’s another side [..more..]
Why do I get pain?
Is my dad that is like this? Why does not he loves us? Love me? Why does he purposefully makes things complicated for me? Why can’t I stand right to his face? I know there are many questions… But I seriously don’t want him anymore in my life. I am not just a teenage girl [..more..]
My little belly ache 10
The cold air burnt my throat as I was running. Made my nose run. It gets dark so early in winter. It’s barely six o’clock and it may as well be midnight. I push up the little rise to St Matthews and I’m thinking about you. Whether you will be there when I round the [..more..]
How I feel right now
I am so tired of pretending to be okay when I feel hurt just to avoid more hurt. That’s bulls***. I’m not being a martyr when I do that; I’m being a coward. If someone hurts my feelings, I need to tell them IMMEDIATELY because it will happen again and again. I really shouldn’t feel [..more..]
Empty and Rejected
I feel so empty inside when he rejected me I felt lost and unloved when he told me “I can’t be with someone who is negative.” it hurt so much I feel so empty inside and i don’t think i can keep going on like this and thinking about him when I’m remembering the past [..more..]
too many responsibilities
I have just too many responsibilities no one seems to understand how stressful it is for me no one in their early twenties should not have this many.why does everyone think I dont have any responsibilities their full of crap they have no idea and im only going to take on more responsibilities later this [..more..]
Writing my heart out
Sometimes friends don’t want to hear me. Sometimes I don’t want to bother them. I guess I can still write my heart out. Drop off some sentiments on the Internet. At least I can have a channel to tell somebody. I’m not happy or sad, I’m just stoic. There are too many sad things in [..more..]
i COULD BUT…..
i COULD WRITE ABOUT…………………. loneliness …………………………… withdrawal ……………………………..fake love …………………………….hate ………………………… obnoxious people …………………………… betrayal ……………………………………………………………………………………..but……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU A THOUSAND REASONS TO CRY, LOOK AT IT STRAIGHT IN THE EYE AND GIVE IT JUST ONE REASON TO SMILE, THEN WATCH THE EVIL PERISH AND THE GOOD EMERGE. WATCH THE FIRE THAT HAS BURNED [..more..]
The moral of the story a boy loves a girl
Have you ever fallen in love so fast and so deep, you thought it would never change? Well yeah, it changes, in a way you’d never expect it. There are three ways of this thing turning out to be #1. Shes never coming back. #2. By the time she comes back you will be too [..more..]
why?
i thought if i blend in with people and their comments that i could make friends with people but people realize when your fake from the jump and those same people you were trying to impress is now don’t want to have anything to do with you because you lied to their face to make [..more..]