Backstabbed Like Caesar
Have you ever had one of those days, come on you know what i mean when the person you trust the most turns out to have the same knife that you were stabbed by. Okay so today in class we had to be in groups, honestly she gave us index cards accordingly to color. So [..more..]
My friends disappointed me…
my feeling isn’t good , because i found that my best friends want to be my friends because of something that they need from me. in other case they throw me out like a garbage when they not need me. They act on the other people like i’m not their friend. They weren’t respect me [..more..]
Feeling alone ? or lonely ?
Do you ever feel being alone ? Do you ever feel that there’s something wrong you can’t help to say this and that to your bestfriend and there goes your mind saying that she/he don’t freaking care about it so you just sat there and thinking of a way to get these thoughts out of [..more..]
I cant.
I am not special in anyway. I am average. I have no special talents. I am not smart. I dont have any close friends. I feel like no body cares about me. The family that I truly love lives to far away and I rarely see them. I failed biology. I have no motivation to [..more..]
My boyfriend broke up with me
And I’m so grateful just to have found somewhere to write this down. We deleted all our shared accounts any everything. My tumblr. Everywhere I could have written my feelings about this. And I just need to write this down. He’s gone. He’s not coming back. He’s the person I spoke to every day. He [..more..]
WHAT IF’s leave me alone!
Sometimes I feel like I can do this, I can pass this exam. 5 minutes later I’m like who are you kidding, you can’t do this, it’s impossible. And it continues like a cycle that never ends. There is no way out. Deep down I know I can do it. But I always have those [..more..]
I am…
I dont know what is happening… I have alwlays been the talkative girl among all my friends, but it is all different now. I used to be among the toppers of the class, now I hardly get sufficient marks. Boys had never been a big deal for me… Now, I constantly worry about being single. [..more..]
One Year
In college I was caught up with the people I was hanging out with. I lived like I was in a rap video and put myself first because I was dealing with heartbreak and betrayal from a friend. I randomly met a girl who visited the house I was staying at….she liked me and went [..more..]
rantings of a sleepless night consumed by anger
sometimes the world feels limitless, impossibly huge and a hundred lifetimes would never be long enough to experience it all. but tonight the world is too small, this town has no room for me and my hatred of a few i share it with. the state of utah is too small, haunted by the presence [..more..]
I wasnt good enough for her
There’s this girl I like or one could say loved and she happens to be my friend,but she was to good for me,at the time my life wasnt going to good I had no direction and was always doubting myself.so I decided it would be best if I stopped pursuing her and better myself in [..more..]