Tired.
You know when you’re just simply tired? Tired of doing everything? Not like, sleep-deprived or anything like that. Just tired of having to do the same old thing over, and over, and over again…that’s everyday. Waking up with the schedule running fresh through your head, eating the same exact breakfast, putting on the same old [..more..]
Too many expectations
I have an really important exam on sunday with high level competition. Thousands of candidates applying to get a good job with a really good salary and I feel I’m just another one. Well, Screw it! My life doesn’t depend on this f***ing exam! I’d rather play the piano for the rest of my life! [..more..]
Lost
I feel so lost. I don’t know my purpose, I’ve lost track. I cant figure out where I’m suppose to be heading, or what lead me in this situation. Im like a balloon floating in the air. Like a driver with no sense of direction. I guess we all go through this at some point [..more..]
My life is a lie
Everything I do is a lie I pretend I’m happy even when I’m not I act outgoing even when I’m shy and when I’m depressed no one ever knows which is most the time the only people I could act like myself around have deserted me and its driving me crazy I don’t want to [..more..]
Love and hate
I hate you, i hate you a lot you betrayed me but I love you so much that I can’t hate you I don’t know if I should just forgive and forget and or to not and stay mad or to not and just get over it you told me that you guys would never [..more..]
Two sides
Work is so busy. I wish I had more time to relax so I can stay sane. I’m not greedy, just one day off in a week will be great. But I’m working non-stop 7 days a week, late into the night. I get very little sleep because I am too stressed out and couldn’t [..more..]
Me time
Work is so busy. I wish I had more “me time” so I can stay sane. I’m not greedy, just one day off in a week will be great. But I’m working non-stop 7 days a week, late into the night. I get very little sleep because I am too stressed out and couldn’t fall [..more..]
am i invisible?
People ignore me unless they need a favor. I know you receive my text messages…the bulls*** excuse that your phone was off is a lie. I hate my “friends”. They make me feel lonely. Friends should not make other friends feel lonely.
Insecurities
I hate when people try to make others feel good by putting others down. Eg) Thy gaps are a thing however posts on twitter say like “girls with thy gaps have it only because ______” and then something bad. It may be posted with good intentions however it makes others feel bad. What people dont [..more..]
This sucks.
I am so done with school. I could just scream. MY grades are low, I have no friends, and I’m just done. F*** THIS F***ING S***.