My bookmarks arent organized
The only thing I have on an electronic that isnt organized are my bookmarks and that really bugs me and it shouldnt but im just some ocd type freak who frets over if their bookmarks are organized and I really needed to let that out.
Im Sacred
Ive never been loved. Im sacred that I’ll end up as those women who never get married and is not in a realtionship, those tough looking scary ladies that are actually nice. I don’t want that. I want to be loved, but what if the guy I want to be with is way out of [..more..]
I dont know what to do anymore . Pt//3
My life is crumbling away not just because of the break up.. my family. I’ve lost some of the most important people on my life.. Uncle because of problems that he had, owing out money.. he liked to drink but he was more than a father to me, everything I know is from him, how [..more..]
I dont know what to do anymore . Pt//2
We sort of decided not talk to talk anymore because of me .. I always start talking about us and she says it kills her and makes her feel guilty that she doesn’t know what she wants in her life.. I understand because I was her first everything.. I don’t know why cant I let [..more..]
Smiling
We’ve never ever met yet. Idk when will it happen. Seems impossible. *smiling & thinking about you* 🙂 -Quiet C
Things are not so complicated now…
Okay.. So I am the “why are things so complicated” one.. I really wanna say thanks to the comments. They really helped me. I talked to her and guess what… We ended up talking for hours. She told me about the problems she has been facing because of these unwanted admirers. She even told me [..more..]
77
empty.. alone.. theres an ache athat i cant explain when you left me..
My ache
I am at a cross road. Which way do you turn when the only options seem to be pain. As I look at a glorious blue sky I know I should feel joy but am left with emptiness. Sometimes you try so hard to do everything right, you following your instincts and your heart only [..more..]
Reason I Hate Life
In order to be anybody you have to act like somebody your really not. You might say I never do that, but you do. I have to act like somebody I am really not everyday I go to school because if I don’t on one would like me and the ones I do show who [..more..]
W6743521 Part 1
Sometimes I just have to tell somebody about my day. Fair warning, I’m pretty much a tool-bag, so read on only if you’re ready to enter the mind of an extremely shallow doooood. Okay, so to be honest my day didn’t really start until around 11 a.m. I woke up late-ish at around 8:30, watched [..more..]