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There. I told him. I told him I had to delete him from my life for at while. I could cry right now.. I hope he’s fine
My heart breaks
When I see him trying to change for me .. He will do everything and anything but he won’t understand that all we need is time. I don’t expect him to understand why I want to see other people ..I just do. Maybe because once I get back with him ill never be able to [..more..]
I miss him
I’m sorry but i do. I know he’s bad for me, and we didn’t fit. We never argued, but that certainly didn’t mean we were happy together. We only thought we were. Everytime I think of him, and everytime I see a picture of him, I get this weird feeling in my stomach. I want [..more..]
You don’t know what to do anymore?
How can one force you to be with them out of guilt and pity when you just can’t? I’ve thought about this for so f***ing long and i just can’t seem to understand. I can’t be with one out of pity . It wouldn’t be love. It wouldn’t be a relationship and i couldn’t be [..more..]
Just thinking
it’s awkward getting used to someone in your life but not knowing exactly how did that happen, it just happened. You feel your day empty when you don’t talk to them, even thought you still didn’t meet yet and it might seem impossible but it gives you a good feeling, and you just keep thinking [..more..]
I dont know what to do anymore . Pt//4
How do you conquer someones hear that you know they will stay with you forever , I guess you just simply can’t, it has to be all magical and stuff .. leading on from the breakup many of my friends told me to just start talking to other people, I just cant seem to talk [..more..]
guys…
I hate when guys in my school are stupid, or they try to be when we ask them a question. They are always like “What”? or “I don’t understand” !!!!!!!! that is just annoying for every girl unclipping me . They are always like this when we ask every, and I say EVERY type of [..more..]
We might as well be strangers
One of the drawbacks of Facebook is you keep seeing show-off photos from friends in the past. Over time, it can be quite annoying. Especially when those past friends are very different from you. Like they are living in another planet. While you are working your head off trying to get work done, they are [..more..]
Are we destroying ourselves?
I wonder whether the end of the world is looming. What with the freak weather, earthquakes, hurricanes and volcanoes coming to life. In Indonesia, 19 volcanoes were added to alert level early this year. JAKARTA was inundated with floodwaters, whilst in Sumatra extreme dry weather condition persists and is expected to worsen with the possibility [..more..]
My bookmarks arent organized
The only thing I have on an electronic that isnt organized are my bookmarks and that really bugs me and it shouldnt but im just some ocd type freak who frets over if their bookmarks are organized and I really needed to let that out.