Merry F**ken Christmas
I use to love Christmas as it had some magical appeal to it! In a since, I still love Christmas as I hold on to this memory and ideal. But the fact is, when it comes to Christmas, my mind is all over the place as I see the many wrongs of society and live [..more..]
How can I, just forget about you?
How can I ever forget about someone That I can't help getting attached to? How can I ever forget that I ever wanted to be happy? How could I ever make myself forget That the happiest days were the days with you? I can't help getting closer and closer to you, while I'm always supposed [..more..]
It’s been a while…
I haven't been happy in a long time. I'm pretty sure my boyfriend of 6+ years is breaking up with me in a few months at the end of our lease… so, I'm preparing myself for that… I don't know how to be single — it's been so long… I've tried and tried and he's [..more..]
.
I can't do this anymore. It's time to say goodbye.
life
I want to get these words off my chest, get them out into the open. But how? How do I confront my biggest fear, my deepest desires. I'm so used to helping others and not caring about how I'm feeling that sometimes it slips my mind that I have s*** of my own to deal [..more..]
Why
I feel left out all the time. Like, I'm different from everyone. People come to me when they need help but just don't give a f*** about me after that. It makes me feel like I'm alone in this world. It hurts.
.
I hate myself. Everything that makes me who I am. I don't wish to live anymore.
What do I do about him?
I kinda reconnected with a man who I have had a crush on since I was 13 on Facebook. Today is our friend anniversary. Should I send him our FB anniversary?
Lost
I feel like I don’t know who I am. I used to be very religious and now when I pray I just feel like there’s no connection. I went to nyc to chase my dreams of becoming a dentist and it turns out that nyc just wasn’t for me. I find myself questioning everything that [..more..]
Distance yourself from people
When I was younger, I had different ambitions, views, morals and Ideals than my parents. I am of a new age society that sees ALL THE WRONG of those before me and will better this world around me. In my parents I seen them a bigots, racist, tyrants and lairs who seemed to have double [..more..]