Embarrassed
I'm so humiliated about wearing nappies. Just yesterday, I wore knickers and uses the toilet like anyone else. Now, due to a severe medical incident that happened yesterday evening, I'm now doubly incontinent and going to bed wearing huge taped diapers and special waterproof pants. I'm scared about going to school in nappies when I'm [..more..]
Dreams on Drugs
Last night I had a vivid dream experiment. I checked online to see which everyday food or drink item gave way to vivid dreams, Finding that Cheese and Apples tend to release a chemical that helps you remember and experience dreams. I also had a few bowls of legal marijuana before tucking myself into bed [..more..]
You use to want it
Now that you are older the truth can be known! from very early on it was you who started it You wanted it and even asked for it. You agreed to it! You pretended you were asleep but were faking it and I knew it. while I pretended to be asleep, you acted like a [..more..]
The Best Puss
At age 40, the best puss I ever tasted was 10 years old. that honey juice was golden and pure. Willing and honestly engrossed, legs spread wide and wanting. Not tainted by any other, especially some Nigg-r crack dealer only looking to demean and taint the white race.
Preventing The Cold , The Flu,
Okay! As of yesterday evening I started sneezing for no other reason than the cigarette smoke irritating my sinus from the raw smoke that burns at the lit end. Then it was not long that I realized the back of my throat (at the roof and addnoids area) was feeling raw and scratchy. so forgive [..more..]
Don’t want to live anymore
Im tired. Im alone. I just dont want to try anymore. Im worthless to everyone…so whats the point…but even if i wanted to die….and i really do…im pregnant..and i wont take another life other than my own. And even then…ive always been too scared to go through with it anyway…i keep thinking one day ill [..more..]
I f***ed up so bad I want to die
For 1.5 years now, I've performed terribly academically. My whole life have been a social disasters. While I'm finding it impossible to study. After doing all the porn and internet and even dumping away my gadgets, I still can't study or even find the will to. Eve if I have a test the next day. [..more..]
Just Rude People…
I have been moved everywhere my whole life, And all the schools i attended were filled with at least some nice people, and i have always made at least one friend. Well when i finally find a school that i want to stay at to finish High School the kids are totally messed up. Yeah, [..more..]
Pour Me Something Wrong
Sitting on this couch, the couch used to lay side by side with. Just the thought of your voice soothes me. I can still feel your ice cold hands barely brushing up against my thighs. The cold is refreshing sometimes. It helps me to remember the excitement I would have when I saw you calling [..more..]