Posted by Anonymous on 2018/11/25 under Life Im tired. Im alone. I just dont want to try anymore. Im worthless to everyone…so whats the point…but even if i wanted to die….and i really do…im pregnant..and i wont take another life other than my own. And even then…ive always been too scared to go through with it anyway…i keep thinking one day ill be happy…but i know thats just a lie i tell myself. Nothinng will ever be okay. Its never been okay. Ove always been a failure and i always will be. No one wants me around now and no one ever will. Im only alive because i refuse to die. And thats honestly quite painful
“Why don’t you just let yourself die!?!”
“I’m not unhappy enough! Unhappy . . . but not enough . . . I’m not unhappy enough!”
-From one of Samuel Becketts plays
Quit looking for sympathy and Get busy and get on with it! No senses looking for some anonymous online nobody to pull you out of the gutter.
Here is a razor blade… you know what to do!
Heres an idea..use it on yourself