I’m a perv and I’m sorry???
What the hell do you want world? An apology? I’m sorry for being such a big perv as a girl. I’m sorry for reading anime porn and enjoy every one of them. I’m sorry for masturbating because it feels good. I’m sorry for liking girls to, especially the ones who are petite childish kind or [..more..]
LET’S F*** UP!
What the hell was I thinking staying home until my generals were done at home for college? I could of just gone to another college where I could be more free! I have a different life that I can’t even f***in control now. “Take care of mom,” or “Stay with mom so that you could [..more..]
Where’s my motive now???
Before this distraught time, I had written so many stories, poems, etc… Where has the imaginative mind gone from this world? The mind that I once had is somewhere gone away from my head, the conscious mind that wondered so much from the world. Where has that person gone? I’ve seem to have been forgetting [..more..]
I want to someone to talk to…
My friends are in different colleges than I am so being together is hard. We can text each other but I can see how were already distant from each other already. We might have a reunion with each other at one point but it simply is like when I was younger. Having to move constantly [..more..]
I fell in love when I shouldn’t have
I was about 13 when I fell in love with someone and still loved him to this day… I’m 18 for goodness sake! Who the hell loves someone for so long? It’s even crazier to think that we can’t be together yet, why does this feeling of knowing that it would be okay? Nothing is [..more..]
So many questions yet…
Why do people insist to change the world so much when they know that one thing could be so little of the world… changing the world is SUPER DUPER hard! If you ask me, I’m probably one person who doesn’t really want to change much but yet, I want to change everything. That may sound [..more..]
Why not listen to me?
Have you ever felt that the world was against you and with you in different parts of your life? It happens often to a lot of people or some people could just feel one more than the other. Experiencing this has made me grow to who I am. Right now I’ve been losing myself because [..more..]
I guess I don’t know anymore…
I left high school and now I’m an adult where responsibilities are haunting me every day of my life… Ugh! I hate the fact that being able to have to pay debts that aren’t mine. I’m real angry at so many things! I guess the fact that life is now going slowly past my eye [..more..]
I’m sorry!
What if you had a person you cared about but they’re not there? This happens to me often and the men in my life have been ditching me. I’ve never had a boyfriend or anything like that but there was always that self doubting that I always have. What if I’m not good enough to [..more..]
stupid ass father!
My father wasn’t really there but I had thought to myself “At least he’s going to my high school graduation!” The world didn’t say no, he did. He said that he wants to get a job so he would be gone for 2-3 weeks and not be there but I didn’t really hear that from [..more..]