Tired of Being a Senior in High School!
Who does homework, I sure as he** don’t! I think that there are lots of other things that are way more important than doing homework. It’s pretty boring. This is one of the reasons of how I might not graduate from high school… No wonder why people think that I’m a little nuts. My grades [..more..]
Anyone Want to Take Me Away???
If I do something drastic…What could I do? I want to get expelled but, then I don’t! To be honest though… It’s pretty easy to get kicked out of an Adventist Christian Boarding School… It’s sounds like I’m a saint when people find out where I go to school… He** No! You obviously don’t know [..more..]
Teenagers! HAH!
What is the reason of creating teenagers with so many hormones? If there was a God, why? They have so many things that they think of and make a whole big deal out of it even though it’s not but WHY!? I don’t understand the reason of how teenagers got into the whole picture of [..more..]
SQWAT
It doesn’t help that being a girl and wanting a boyfriend because of these stupid hormones… Being a girl even is more stupid because we get these imaginations of the weirdest things. I don’t entirely like my life but I don’t hate it. I love my family but, not really my parents. I mean, they [..more..]
I Really Did Try!
Having the sick thought of killing myself has been in my mind for many years but, I know that I could never kill a life! I couldn’t kill someone else’s nor even mine. I care to much for the fact of life itself. I wish that I did have the guts to do something drastic. [..more..]
Where do I go from here?
I’ve lost my mind. I can’t seem to find what my mind and heart wants…lame. Wondering how the life ahead of me would be like is good but, then again, how would it look like? To many things on my mind that won’t come out fast enough. You know the movie “Mean Girls!” It’s like [..more..]
High School is Odd
High School is pretty stupid once I think about it. I hated my first year… My second year was a lot better then came again the junior year… Speechless!!! My senior year so far has been eeehhhh… Haven’t fully finished the whole year yet. Writing down my feelings hurts my hand because I tend to [..more..]
BAKA!!! IDIOT!!!
How far is the way to hope and the love that I used to cherish. I can’t wait for him anymore! It’s far too long! The pain in my chest hurts enough that my head starts getting thoughts of doubt. “Just wait for me! I’ll find you! I promise!” Life doesn’t work that way or [..more..]
Undecided
The weather is cold and dark here, the mood seems lifeless. Where is the sun? The sky who I can’t see and the clouds that remind me of cotton candy. The grass looks weary and the trees look down upon me as if it’s my fault for this. I can’t seem to find all the [..more..]
Now That I Think About It
Now that I think about it…. I want to go to Chuckee Cheese’s! Not just for the pizza but for the games too!!! Even though I’m only 17 years old… Now that I think about it! It’s pretty nice to relive your childhood! It’s cute when boys do it, sometimes. Random random random… Now that [..more..]