Posted by Mindy1718 on 2014/05/21 under Uncategorized My father wasn’t really there but I had thought to myself “At least he’s going to my high school graduation!” The world didn’t say no, he did. He said that he wants to get a job so he would be gone for 2-3 weeks and not be there but I didn’t really hear that from him… I heard it from my aunt (his sister). She had said that he would be there and he wouldn’t go to my graduation. If there was a way to drag his ass back to my graduation I would but that’s different then him actually wanting to be there then to not. He said that he would make it but I could never guantee what he says since I was little. He would do this often but I never knew that he was this bad when it came to raisnig children. He’d messed up with my brother but I thought he would be better you know. It just makes me angry and very sad to know that one of my most important date will not have a father. He wants to get a job so that I get money but sometimes I think that he wants to work again because he’s bored. He’s kind of a workaholic so to say. He wasn’t there for my brother for a long time and now my brother had suffered quite a bit of it. A father not being there had messed me up, he’d give me stuff to forgive him but it never lasted. My parents are old and if he doesn’t make up with me, he feels bad. He could be a good father but knowing my parents, they have very bad parenting skills… I’ve learned from their mistakes and now I know what not to do. My mom is way better now though. I beginning to like her as a mother again. Thats good! Okay :/