wtf
UI’m too old to be this f***ed up. I feel like a depressed teenager all over again. Actually I never stopped, so idk what I’m even talking about. I’ll be 30 in 4 years, and it makes me cringe so there’s another thing to add to my list of s***. I like gay/lesbian porn. Idk [..more..]
Secrets and lies
Why do people keep secrets!!? Secrets that turns into lying! Because of those secrets you start making mistakes!! It doesn’t really matter how close you are with the person or how trustworthy you are.. People will keep things from you and lie to you, because that’s just how humanity is !! I know people say [..more..]
Something
I am so angry and sad at the same time… This is the worse!
i feel like someone else is living my life. HELP
sometimes i forget that this is my life you know? I feel dead, but breathing. So lifeless, because I have been doing nothing so far in my life. You just won’t understand if it hasn’t happened to you. But I want adventure. I want to be able to show my feelings without being embarrassed. I [..more..]
That Perfect Moment Of Zen
I haven’t felt happiness in a long time…and I will admit that I miss the feeling. Ever since I was diagnosed with both severe depression and an EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specialized)life has been harder and more complicated than it has been in the past. This isn’t going to turn into a long ramble [..more..]
Don’t know how i feel about the past
I guess i don’t wanna be with the people from my past.. Everytime i think of the memories we had i wish i could be with them again. But when i see them now, i’m happy that we don’t talk anymore. It’s not because they’ve changed, they’re exactly the same… I think… Honestly i don’t [..more..]
Chasing
I have recently broke up with my boyfriend. It wasn’t a long relationship but he made it feel like it was going to last forever. He has problems with his family that he never told me about which I don’t understand why he wouldn’t of told me so we could have worked things out. We [..more..]
Hope.
I need to believe that there are good people out there. People who care. People who love. I have lost all hope for myself ever finding these people. I need to believe that failure is for the best, but how can I do that when I am failing all of my classes in school and [..more..]
can’t tell him
there is a guy that i really really really like but i can’t tell any body about this feelings i feel towards him he is older than me by 13 year and i think that just too much but i can’t hold it any more.
LOST
There is this guy in my english class who I am not interested in at all. He sits right behind the guy I like. I am going to call the guy I like “N” and the guy I don’t like “E” Anyway, E says inappropriate things to me and I really don’t like him but [..more..]