all alone
I’m too ugly to have friends. No one likes me they all think I’m fat and ugly and I know its true. I have never danced with a guy and I’m in highschool. I can’t take it. I feel like no one loves me and I have no one to talk to. I want to [..more..]
My Fear
I am afraid of time. Not spiders. Not heights. But time. I feel like every day is speeding past me and I don’t have time to catch up. I feel like I will die before finding my true love, before doing the things I have always wanted to do. I know my life is going [..more..]
need to focus
Setting a goal. I need to set a goal. Based on past experience I should set up short term goals and one long term goal. I will be working on that front for the next year. I will be working on that front. To develop my self as a better person. A repsonsible one. Is [..more..]
WE ACCEPT THE LOVE WE THINK WE DESERVE
That is kind of the story of my life. Because I always date these horrible guys that treat me like s***. I cried like a baby when I saw Perks Of Being a Wallflower because it is so relevant to my life. I am abused by these guys that I cannot get away from. And [..more..]
Random thoughts on celebrities
I was just thinking what a weird world we live in! People cry and would die for their role model or other celebrities, it’s crazy! I’ve seen people telling themselves that they’re ugly and not nearly as good as some celebrity, and it just makes me feel so bad! Specially because half the celebrities are [..more..]
The 14year old monster
Everyday is a struggle. I have been looking for a place to talk about my problems but I have finally end here. I look around me and all I see is sadness. See I grew up a happy child, or what others like to call it innocently.But a couple months into middleschool, I got jumped [..more..]
Idk wht to think anymore
I am having a terrible time right now. One second im happy the nxt i hate everything. My bff and i havr been less close recently and we r gonna see each other tomorrow for new yrs but she is acting a lil strange. I am the kind of person tht needs to b reassured [..more..]
My life
When i was in 3rd grade everything was fine. I went to school i had a best freind that i played with everyday and i just enjoyed life. One day my mother became sick. At first i thought of it as nothing but when a month had passed i knew something was wrong. After a [..more..]
Need
When I say “Go” I want you to “stay”.
Love
At least notice when I’m hurt.