Faith
in so many ways do i wish god, angels and everything was real. it would give me hope. that there would be better things to come. but, for us? what we could be microscopic to something way bigger. we are nothing. nothing in this universe. but we wish, we hope and we pray. to whom? [..more..]
parents getting in the way of something wonderful
my ex and i broke up about three of four months ago. The main reasons being he thought his depression would bring me down and i could only see him about once every two weeks because my parents dont like driving me around. We have recently started a thing again, and we have seen each [..more..]
Can’t stop thinking out loud…
See you in a few years time, sitting beside me in an airplane, on our way to fulfilling our dream, Mr. I’m the Real Deal 🙂 -Ms. Traveler
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I hate my aunt. Though perhaps, hate is such a strong word. Perhaps I resent her, not hate. Well, at times I hate her, at other times I’m alright with her. But mostly she’s pathetic, near her fifties with no close friends, no one to love, nothing close to her family, and she fights daily [..more..]
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I am a disappointment, I have no aspirations, no goals, I’m stupid and selfish, I have nothing to offer the world, I don’t see the point in my breaths. Don’t tell me that there’s a silver lining, cause I’ve been watching for it. Don’t tell me god will save me cause he’s been watching me [..more..]
Stay Strong
Hi i just wanted to let you know, that i’m here. If you ever want someone to listen, or if you just want to chat i’m here for that. I’m always here to listen if you ever need it. ask me stuff on – http://thisishowyouspell-existence.tumblr.com/ask
unrequited love
i feel so achingly lonely sometimes, and by lonely, i mean /lonely/, you know. i know what unrequited love feels like, it’s like being stabbed in the heart repeatedly but you take it, because that’s the only feeling you’ve felt and it makes you feel something because /wow/ you’re so enamored by this person and [..more..]
Life insecurities
I can’t believe I actually cut myself. It’s been like 5-6 years since I last did that, but today 26-jan-2015 at age 23 I cut myself. I’m so worried about my future, and anxious and scared because there are so many decisions I have to make in such a short term and I don’t know [..more..]
Hormones are horrible
I hate how hormones determine the feelings or even behaviours of human beings. I’m reaching an age when my body clock is reminding me to breed. I used to hate children and was pretty sure I would dislike them for my entire life. But recently, I find myself acting sweet to children of my colleagues [..more..]
i wanna die so bad
26/01/15 srsly i hate having no money im gonna tell you why i hate my life cuz i hate my dad so much too okay, it all started in december 2014 when i graduated school and my dad told me i couldn’t have a party cuz he had no money, however, i did my party [..more..]