I am not sure how long i can hold out so alone, im 16 and if i dont find someone to love soon, im not sure what i will do.
I have been strugling for along time that i live in the generation that i do, whit every immature teenagers and premature kids, using cellphones when they are like 6, i didnt have one untill i was 12. and every teenager is doing either drugs, or drinking massive ammounts of alcohol. And if you havent [..more..]
Searching for happines, wanting to feel complete….. Life seeming a constant battle, but never willing to admit complete defeat….. Cutiepie33
i want to have an armchair. one i that is comfortable but not too comfortable to sleep in. I want to sit comfortable and think random thoughts that would come and go. i want to think of nothing. I want to organise whats running in my mind.
My first boyfriend who took my first kiss broke up with me for another girl that he loved to begin with. I just found out she dumped him 3 days after Valentines. I know it’s awful and I shouldn’t be as satisfied as I am, but it just feels so good to know that. I [..more..]
Was having problems with the “girlfriend” but we haven’t really spoken in 2 months. Last night I had the most fantastic night with another woman. It was good, different than I expected, and I am on cloud 9 right now. Makes me realize how much my now former girlfriend is not even close to the [..more..]
rip my soul from the inside, keep you safe and somewhere to hide. take my heart and take my pride it’s the price I have to pay, take this knofe it’s your time to play walk the line my day to pay today, my demons are just a step away
I escaped my demons for the most part, but they have their grip on me still. This is fuelled by my doubts, lack of self confidence and belief in myself. It’s hard to talk to people because of this, as with people around me the thoughts and feelings of judgement are strong and drive me [..more..]
Just typing these thoughts in my head…angry with myself, as always. I’ve changed and I hate it. I used to be a loving person, calm and I have had anger issues as a kid but I could control it. Then I had a depression phase these past months. You know when you grow up you’re [..more..]