17-07-11(20:33:39)
I love u, dnt knw th best way 2 tel u,av tried in every way i can bt it seems u jst dnt get it.r u scard f comitn 2 any1.or mayb u jst dnt wnt 2 hurt me.u’v driven me crazy 4 a while nw bt evrythn z bound 2 change,i ges ths wud [..more..]
came all this way to have a holiday and do things not sit…
came all this way to have a holiday and do things not sit at your house doing nothing and being judged over how i raise my children.. sorry but your kids are not allowed to make a noise or move about when your watching tv…. wish i had never come on holidays… seriously wish i [..more..]
erghhh.. i really missing to have a boyfriend….
erghhh.. i really missing to have a boyfriend. seriously! i watch some couple drove in front of me and i start crying inside. F*** IT!. even worst, people always come by me and tell about their bloody relationship. i know some are not really going well. some are madly in love! f*** it. and there’s [..more..]
death is so scary. i always think im dying. im only 20 i should not have so many little medical problems. i shouldnt feel this way. i should feel strong. are these symtums of something major ive been missing i dont know. i think im dying slowly but im to afraid to tell anyone they [..more..]
i need to find a place within my self or this world where…
i need to find a place within my self or this world where i can be at peace with my existence. i have seen lives of the: rich, poor, alone, afraid, impossibly complex people from all around. i have felt enough of the terror , joy, obsession, love, and death. after all i have been, [..more..]
I feel I want to die I took 53 pills and its not working what the f*** do I have to do to die I hate life I feel I should take out every one that made me mad and sad but f*** it I will just take my self out of life How I [..more..]
It’s your favourite hobby and past time but I don’t share it. You want to go out with her to do it. It makes sense, you both like the same thing. But I hate the fact that it was going to be just you two. So you add on another girl. She doesn’t partake in [..more..]
2 messages in 3 days I have sent and you still wont reply… Here we farking go again…. so over it yet I still cant let you go… You break my friggin heart all the time.. If you dont want me to message at all the friggin well say… If you dont want me to [..more..]
Your eyes, your hair, the way you smile and joke around. Your perfect but you shouldn’t be… I definitely shouldn’t be feeling this way about you; you’re a flirt, a player. You pick a girl at the beginning of each night and get with her… why did you have to choose me last night? everyone [..more..]
ok so i dunno wat to do, my life just feels all over the place at the min between my dad being really sick and always in and out of hospital, my brother telling the whole family we cant see his kids anymore, my dad tryin to kill himself, my mams lung colapsing, my uncle [..more..]