unwilling to live, afraid to die
why do I bother, theres no use. I lost everything. my family tests me like an orphan, and I lost the love of my life. how does anyone bounce back. I’ve done everything in my power to try to keep my sanity. it’s hard being a sheep in a home full of wolves. especially when [..more..]
why
So I’m constantly torn between wanting to correct people’s use of words and not wanting to sound like a pretentious arse. I’m not even that clever. Anyone else have this problem?
Depressed
I have really bad depression and I have to hide it every single day with a dumb smile. I am depressed about a lot of things. There is not one reason why I am so sad, everything just adds up. I am doing terrible in school, I have two friends that use me, guys don’t [..more..]
What could i possibly do??
I am just a 11 year old, grade six pupil and i just want to express all the things that is bothering me for many years. Since I was young I feel that I don’t have somebody to cry on, every time i’m that i’m lonely, angry, or disappointed i just cry quietly because i [..more..]
Been single so far
So I’m turning 20 in a few months and I’ve never had a boyfriend. Of course all of my friends are in a relationship and that use to put me down for a while and i hated it I always felt that there was something missing and it affected my self-esteem going through your teenage [..more..]
new thing
I got something new today that isnt as good as its predecessor but only because I am not use to it I hope . I got so use to the other that I became good with it and now I feel back at square one . I need to remind myself not to take things [..more..]
lost
im completely lost . i feel alone and sad , as if nothing matters..i make nothing but mistakes . i cant seem to make my mom happy nor anyone else . im broken inside , everything that iv gone through when i was a child effects me so much now i dont know why either [..more..]
11-06-12(17:28:33)
I just feel very insecure about a lot of stuff. Sometimes i know i’m being insecure about trivial, non-important stuff. There is no use of such fears, they just make me a negative person. I dont want to be a negative person. I want to be a positive person
14-04-12(7:00:33)
so i may only be 17. but im in love. i miss him so much. he got sent away because his mom lied and she puts her step husband b4 her kids. she even sent away his little 12 year old sister who doesnt do anything but help her. his family tends to have alot [..more..]
07-04-12(7:22:21)
She had the most exquisite eyes that you’ll ever see , tough to take your eyes of them . She made me gaze at her for eternity without any real reason – and now she makes me think about her without any reason . I know she’s the lost jewel which i’ll never reclaim , [..more..]