I never thought it was possible to miss someone as much as i miss you…. I never thought it was possible to love someone as much as I love you….. And especially when you are not a permanent part of my life well actually you are not in my life… In that i mean we [..more..]
yet again, you’re right and I’m feeling stupid. I thought it would be okay, but no i’m stupid, you said you didn’t want to trail behind me picking up my pieces again. I’ve been hurt before and knowing my luck i’ll be hurt again. I thought this guy was different but who am I kidding, [..more..]
I know why you don’t want to go there. You’ll think it would be too hard. You’re a genius. Trust me. Everybody knows that. Plus, you add depth to your education. You’re amazing. Don’t let yourself down. You are quite amazing. You’re not a coward. You’re someone I love. I don’t want your life ruined. [..more..]
He’s 18, I’m 16. He’s in grade 12, Graduating, Moving away, Growing up, Going off to College in August, and has a very successful life ahead of him. I’m extremely happy for him, except… I’m in grade 10, Graduating in 2 years, Partying, Drinking, Hating school, doing what any regular 16 year old girl would [..more..]
If I spend so much time telling myself that you’re a twat and I hate you . . . maybe I will able to top crying about the way your lips felt on mine long enough to fall asleep
I feel… lonely. I mean, summer has started already and I’m all alone. On the other hand, other people are enjoying it with their friends and people. What is wrong with me. I’m lonely and heart broken at the same time. I feel stupid and dead. What is my life?? What am I suppose to [..more..]
why you feel your soul so empty just having your lover in the same bed with you????? Why the time stole love.
I feel like half the time I am a compulsive liar. Lying to him about simple things has become so easy. He can’t tell its a smile I am faking. There’s times I feel like I’m still in love with someone else. Yet all my friends are jealous. Cause he says everything I need to [..more..]
Your just as important as my senoatrial node which makes my heart beat and keeps me alive. Your the electricity of love in my heart. Every time it beats grows stronger for you and nothing in this world could stop your charge of love in my veins. Dave i love you, and forever i will [..more..]
You expect me to tell the truth? okay… Hi mum! yeah i go out every night to get high and pissed because i can’t bare being in the same room as you. I work as much as i can bare and it’s still not good enough for you. I hide my arms from you in [..more..]