01-11-11(1:54:27)
Being happy and sad at the same time is a singularly curious and glorious feeling. Smiling over tears, however, is the worst in the world.
24-10-11(20:43:58)
Somewhere to write, some place to think. But i have no direct ideas, i mean i dont know wat to write. Lets make it simple. The first idea that comes to my little brain compared to the whole universe. The love, the sex, the feelings, the ability to experience something new, thats wat keeps me [..more..]
23-10-11(23:05:30)
These are my goals for the future: – Stop trying to deprive myself of sleep. Go to sleep, now, to wake up nice and late tomorrow. No alarms this time. – Do something worthwhile. Start with what I need to get done, so I can enjoy the rest of the holday. – Not hurt myself. [..more..]
21-10-11(0:18:04)
I love you so much and yet I dont know if you’re the person Im going to marry. That makes my heart ache. Are we wasting eachother’s time? I dont know..
09-10-11(6:20:30)
He was the love of my life… Some days I wish I could see him on last time and others I wish I never met him at all.. You knew from the day we met I had it all… and you couldn’t handle it.. So you took him away from me.. you didn’t want me [..more..]
03-10-11(23:20:45)
Something’s I think am I worth people time. Honestly I want to know what I’m good that. I know I’m a b**** at times, but honestly I dont know who to trust. Well there could be like 2 or 3 people in mind I do trust. But I’m use to telling my stuff to a [..more..]
30-09-11(22:31:14)
I feel like crap. I feel like I hit rock bottom. I screwed up bad and regret my life. I want to just go back in time and not do what i did. I have freinds that i know but they dont like to be with me. I hope one day my life changes and [..more..]
29-09-11(18:53:58)
i fell like dying all the time my name is Jennifer i’m 14 and i like to sey life sucks you see i tried suicide..and i gotta tell you it hurts…not physically but mentally i killed my self for almost 18 times and…i didn’t get better i got worse now i try to kill my [..more..]
28-09-11(22:18:04)
I have been worried about my fertility. I am 23 with no children, but would like one in the future. Today I was researching long term effects of depoprovera as to seeing how I was one it on and off for seven years. Turns out all I did to myself was complicate the one thing [..more..]
27-09-11(15:49:27)
there’s this person i know i can never be with no matter what anyone says, but i love so much, every time i see him/her i get butterflies and feel sick and could watch her/him all day, i love everything about him/her the way that he/she smiles, talks, reads, and looks at me. i wish [..more..]