21-09-11(15:15:37)
I just want to feel pretty! Apparently I am not because Im never told it like all of my friends. Sometimes everything overwhelms me! I just want to be liked and loved, isnt that what we all want? I can’t even tell myself that Im pretty, I have no self confidence left. It all left [..more..]
12-09-11(22:32:35)
how can i talk to you when you won’t even listen? how can i share my thought, my feelings, the demons that haunt me, when you don’t really care, or have the time, or think that my problems are trivial. i feel that i will literally burst. i get headaches from the stress. it takes [..more..]
11-09-11(18:20:18)
At this moment in time i feel all alone and i hate it. No one asks how i am? i wish someone was their to talk to me im always listening to other peoples problems but they never ask about mine. i have gotten so use t this. its like i have no voice. all [..more..]
05-09-11(3:41:47)
Yesterday i told my bf that i really love him. Is the first time i ever say that no anyone. I was too scared to speak my feelings and knonw Im scared he doesnt feel the same way.
05-09-11(3:37:31)
I feel myself lonely, without those friends with I always spent time, I left my country for a semester, and during that semester i felt like i lost all that people that i considered friends, I came back and I’m exclude of everything, I really want to have friends, I want to go out like [..more..]
31-08-11(14:55:31)
ideas, wishes, creativity… it’s all there, it’s already been there for a long time. but still… i don’t know how to channel all that stuff and finally get the job i want. the future i want. it’s harder than it looks and it feels like a constant struggle i don’t want anymore. i don’t want [..more..]
25-08-11(10:05:22)
i feel so angry at myself. i tell lies to everyone and i can’t open up. how am i going to live my life if i’m just going to isolate myself from the worl around me? at the same time though, i don’t know what to tell the others. i’m really not okay, should i [..more..]
22-08-11(13:42:50)
Its been ages now since you have spoken to me… I dont have the guts to ring you in case i get a s*** response…Time has not even began to heal my heart and the pain it feels… No amount of time ever will…. I truly believe Daniel you are my sole mate… Sad to [..more..]
15-08-11(16:19:17)
the time i wispered “gosh i love you” the first time we were alone and you were singing to me . keeps playing through my head im wondering if you heard me?
15-08-11(2:02:09)
Have you ever felt like no one sees you? Or no one wants to see you? I do,all the time. I feel like no one cares about me. Like im nothng. I guess you could call me invisable. Thats all i really am. I don’t see the world as everyone else. I see the world [..more..]