Shush
Somewhere on the book of faces, there’s a pretty girl. She has perfect skin, long dark hair and huge, deep, dark eyes. She’s an artist, a musician, a singer and lyricist. She can draw and make models and is inventive, clever and wants to be a doctor. Everyone comments on all of the above. They [..more..]
How Can I Be Happy With Myself?
Every time I look in the mirror I pick out my imperfections. My body is not good enough, my skin is not tan enough, my nose is too big. It bothers me, but I cannot stop. I have tried starving myself, but that just leads to binging later because I get hungry. I do not [..more..]
Why is everything i do wrong?
I sit there crying, wondering….Why am I still alive? I can feel it now, I glance down I see it dripping on to my mattress. Its red bright red, I don’t care I keep going, and I cant stop. Why cant I stop? Why cant everything & everyone just go away? I glance back down [..more..]
today at school
I had a good day until i got on the bus to go back to school. These girls i am not going to name them. Anyways they have been talking about me and my friends for over 1 month. I feel that i need to just to talk about them so they can feel how [..more..]
stupid boys.
theres this boy.. i’ve liked him since the minute i’ve met him. ive tried to get over him. i’ve tried over and over again. i cannot stop loving him. i don’t want to see him with anyone else. ever. expecally in front of me. and now theres this new girl getting hired at our work [..more..]
Headache
I have the worst headache of my life. It is not the most painful one ever, but it is the longest. I have had it for a week and I’m beginning to be very depressed. My thoughts are becoming so negative. I have handled my mother’s alzheimers OK, but today, I cannot stop crying about [..more..]
Stop, rant
Stop telling me that what i like is a bad thing because i don’t think it is for me, People need to mind their own buisness in life. You cannot change me.
Make me happy
It looks as if i start writing I just cant stop cuz theres so many things botherin me I dont know what to do i could really do with some good news now something to make me happy cuz frankly I havent had any of that in awhile so please God im waiting just gimme [..more..]
Confused
U confuse me so much, here, I will tell u the story: the first day I saw u in summer school I knew u were it, the one. And u kept staring at me, non stop, tht was my hint to go for it, or so i thought. So I hoped to god u ended [..more..]
12-04-12(9:53:01)
Why did i fall for him when i knew he was never gonna be mine? I just cant stop thinking about him 24×7. He probably doesnt ever think about me. He is popular and can get any girl he wants. Why did i go for him then? I think im annoying him now. When other [..more..]